CHAPTER FORTY NINE. Sprawled out on the floor next to mama's bed, I try to imagine what would happen to me if the unmentionable worst case scenario decides to happen. The thoughts that i had in my head at the moment only made it seem like i was going to suffocate. Jess says TD has good news right? Yet the look of confusion i saw on TD's face when he heard jessica mention it didn't seem to offer me much hope. Even if they decided to let the life support system be used, how certain are we that it was going to be what we needed to bring mum back. I don't mean to be a downer right now, but ...... "Ally, can you stand up from the floor let's talk about how we can go about this whole waking your mum situation" TD finally speaks up after having watched me from a distance for a while.

