Sleepwell Mr. Sungit

My life is already complete. I have my parents to support me with all my needs. I have my friends who accept me for all that i am. I've got all the attention that i never crave for but choose to cherish. Everyone cared about me. I've got all the love more than i deserve. I've never been miserable in my entire life since being. Not until I met him.. Slowly he's changing my life. Unexpectedly i feel conscious and uncontented with all that i have. I crave for his attention. His acceptance. His care. And his love. I crave for his everything. I wanted to show him that i deserve him. That i can give everything that he wants may it be physically or emotionally. I gave him all my attention, i cared for him and love him. I gave my everything to him. But all my hope has been turn down because of his words. It hurts knowing that you want each other but you can't be together. Maybe it is what they called 'fate' I've been living my whole life without feeling miserable. But holding his hand while saying he wants to be with me, he always wanted to be with me, but he can't. Makes me feel the opposite feeling. Life is really unpredictable.