Typical Love

I hate him. I hate him the moment he transferred to our school. We're third grade that time and the moment I realized that he is also good in academic, I started to hate him. We compete in every subjects and battle in every exams. When we're in 4th grade, both of us are alone in the classroom he told me that I should eat peanuts so that I won't do bad to our exam. I got pissed. Why does he have to tell me that I need to eat peanuts? Does he think that my brain lack nutrients? Because of the words he said I walk out of the room with blazing fire. When we're in the 5th grade, me and him started to get closer than before. Not because I finally forget my hatred towards him, but to build an ally. There is a new student and she is also good in academic. Me and him became a team to stand in our ground and stay at the top. Because of that I started to hate him a little. Just little. When we're in 6th grade, I don't have much memories towards him. I actually forgot that we are actually classmates. I got busy with other things and if I bring back the memories that I have, I don't remember any of it. In 7th grade, me and him are still classmates. I said to myself that I won't be a horrible and competitive girl. However, the hatred I have to him is still there. I hate him more again when I discovered that he hid my notebook. He just laughed at me when he returned my notebook. I hate him so damn much. I still hate him in 8th grade. When me and my classmates walk home together. He went to me and told me that I should give up in Math since he is condfidenr that he will surpass me. I glared at him and told him that it won't happne since I will study harder than before. He just laughed at me and said that he will also study harder. I walked away from him with a murdered eyes. The hatred finally departed when we turn seniors in high school. I don't know why it turned this way. I don't have a clue why I feels this way. I don't know why it happened to me. I got confused why. But I just know that the hatred I have to him turns into deep love.