The unknown pages

knock on the door, who is it? "open the door please it's your mom".Riehal opened the door.Mom, what's now? where is your new book that you brought from your new friend? I don't know why you always disturb me when I want to stay alone .I just want to figure it out that you are fine now relax. we are going to our old house near the bridge remember? really really that house I'm excited and love that house mom how can I forget the memories with that house. this time I will surely go to the bridge .Firstly I have to take your father's permission for yours. don't worry you"ll manage I know. The next day with permission of rehals father both of them when to the old house near the bridge behind was excited when reached she saw the very old house that was her first home she was overwhelmed. she felt warmth inside her heart. mom was so busy with the steps and cleaning the front of the house. quietly left the place and ran to the bridge she was excited about. from the childhood she has been listening the weird and mysterious stories about the bridge from her grandmother. her grandmother told her that a very pretty girl often had sat on this bridge anh used to write diaries.Rehal is impressed with that girl named sabeel for a unknown reason.ln the early age Rehal used to be stubborn and willful .only the stories of sabeel could have calm her. everyone knows it well. the question is who is sabeel? how her Grandma only knew about that girl? so so the answer is sabeel was Rehal's grandmother's friend,who was from a very reputed family.She was so open minded and calmnatured. both of them were good friends . but sabeels parents were too strict to her. she was always told to behaving according to their status.sabeel always stayed sad and reserved from others. but she had a habit of writing. whenever rayyan who is Rehal's grandma used to come in the yard to play,she saw sabeel writing.Oneday sabeels parents saw sabeel and rayyan together was talking and laughing loudly ,they decided to put sabeel in a boarding school so that sabeel could learn manners and behave herself.But she was not agree for this decision, though she knew there is no hope.On the same night, sabeel quietly came out of the house and told rayyan everything. She expressed her core love for her only friend .Rayyan couldn't say anything out of her grief.Sabeel gave her diary as a memory to Rayyan.Rayyan was completely unfocused and lost after sabeels leave.unknown regret was roaming on her head.She made up her mind and decided to bury this regret forever.then she actually had hide the diary of sabeel just beside the bridge.Now she has moved on and the memories just has become stories.Rehan's sixth sense tells that the stories she heard from grandma were true. And after a long time, Rehan found the diary,but only a few pages were able to be read. She was so excited and feeling like a mystery hunter herself. after the dinner she started reading: Diary page:307 23oct,1976 12.05 am sometimes I get afraid of losing the thing makes me comfortable ,relax ,calm. I feel like I will be rushed and busy with the needs and desires. I don't want to be slave of my dreams or others .Ya Allah I know You know me better than myself.please never let me be lost in dreams and uncertain desires.Amen.I want to be a student of knowledge in this world till death.Till death I want to know you. Even I know my is not the end of knowing you. Subhhanalloh.I want to earn my afterlife.InsshaAllah.After life is the life I understand and believe. ya Rab .I trust you.This life is nothing but a glimpse of fear.people around me are test for me . please give me a beautiful death.Please don't put me in any addiction that distances me from you.Please make everything take me closer to you .Pain, uncertainty,dunya scares me many times.Hits of dunya weakens me inside.I cant handle it.You are my only faith.Alhumdulillah.And sukria to you for Luxury, comforts,the easiness, Parents, Family,for home,good food,your love.I don't know but a unknown restlessness is happening inside me.You know better. Hasbunnallohu wa ni'mal wakeel... . .... After finishing those pages Rahel was so emotional And curious to meet Sabeel.She also wanted to meet her grandma because she found her name written in the back part of the diary.But she knew there might be some reason.In the next day Raheel woke up early in the morning and insisted her parents to allow her to go in her grandmother's house.They found it strange.Still they let her go seeing her seriousness.Raheel reached and firstly she handover The diary . And started forcing her to tell about Sabeel.Grandma got emotional and s started d telling about the memories of her best Raheel finally felt a mutual love of two friends.Grandma hugged her and told her about her last wish of seeing Sabeel.After that night she never got her.Rahel promised that she will complete this wish.Innssha Allah.now she also want to be part of their story.But she has no idea where to start.(((End)))