I'm A Dream

Dream

STOP CRYING, YOU DID THIS, THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT! I feel the door handle poking my back starting to bruise, I could maybe make a run for it....

"I'm sorry im sorry im sorry" they were the only words I could say, the only words I could think of. It felt like my heart was getting ready to explode, I wonder if your heart can stop from fear

"WHAT?? OH YA IM GONNA GO TELL MY BOSS YA I RAN OUT OF WORK IN THE MIDDLE OF MY SHIFT AND I MIGHT GET FIRED BUT DONT WORRY, SHES SORRY, STOP SAYING THAT!!" I cant see through my tears, im trapped against the door with nowhere to go, Behind me is freedom that I can't get to, in front of me is screaming and fear, the best place I could be is smashed against the door, out of the way of everything.

"ALL OF THIS IS YOUR FAULT, KEEP YOUR NOSE IN YOUR OWN BUSINESS AND MAYBE ID STILL HAVE A JOB, I CANT EVEN LOOK AT YOU" I didn't move, didn't say a word "NOW STOP CRYING! NOW!" I tried to stop the tears, knowing that it would just make him mad and id be really in for it, by some miracle I manage to.

I have this fear, that my parents know what I'm thinking, like they are reading my mind, I try not to think around them, I don't want to make them angry because I thought about running away, somewhere nice, somewhere where I wasn't scared anymore. private thoughts only I can know about "I'm sorry" I repeat it without thinking.

He walks away, finally, but I cant feel the anger, thats all there is is anger, I cant feel anything else over my own fear. I feel it rise as my parents start yelling, I run to their room knowing if it got to bad I'd have to get in the middle wether they got mad about it or not, as I run I feel pain across my foot, a sharp and stinging pain trailing from my ankle to my toes.

I looked down and saw blood, I had ran to close to the hand saw that was on the ground and grazed my foot on it. I could hardly feel it when the voices got louder, its something I'd have to deal with later, I run and the hallway gets darker and darker and farther and farther, I feel like I'm running in place the room getting dark and soon im falling into this inky blackness with nothing to hold on to, nothing to grab nothing to see...

Wake up!