Chapter 1 The Post
I was brushing my teeth when the first notification hit my phone.
It was 6:47 a.m. on a Tuesday in late October, the kind of gray coastal morning where the fog rolled off the bay and made everything on campus look like it was underwater. I had a statistics midterm at nine, and I was standing in the shared bathroom of our off-campus apartment with toothpaste on my chin, staring at a push alert from the campus forum.
Clara: You need to see this right now.
Then another.
Clara: Cassie, please look.
I wiped my face and opened the link. The post had gone up forty minutes earlier, and it was already the top thread on the front page, the title sitting there like a slap.
Delivered and Stolen: The Gerber Hall Thief Has a Name
My stomach dropped before I even read the first sentence. I knew that title. I had seen the shape of it before, in a life I sometimes still dreamed about when I slept too deeply. The words were not identical, but the structure was, the cruelty was, the intention was.
I scroll down with my thumb.
Posted by Luke Atwood, 6:03 a.m.
Some of you know my girlfriend, Sophie Ward. Some of you don't. Let me introduce her: she is the girl who waits by the delivery lockers in Gerber Hall every night, not because she's waiting for her own food, but because she's waiting for someone else to be careless. Last night she took Caroline Reyes's spicy noodle bowl from locker 14 and walked off with it like it belonged to her. Caroline had a group presentation this morning and spent four hours hungry because of it. Sophie's only eighteen, a freshman, but that's not an excuse. She knew exactly what she was doing. I'm posting this because Caroline is too decent to do it herself, and because I'm not going to let Sophie do this to anyone else.
I read it three times. My hands were shaking by the second time.
Sophie is my younger sister. She is a freshman at the same university where I'm a junior, and she is the gentlest person I have ever known. She is not a thief. She once paid for a stranger's parking meter because she felt guilty that the stranger might get a ticket. She is the kind of person who apologizes to furniture when she bumps into it.
And Luke Atwood was her boyfriend for five months before he decided, somewhere around September, that he preferred Caroline Reyes, the blonde senior who ran the debate team and had a laugh that carried across the quad. Caroline had a boyfriend, though. A serious one, a graduate student in the biology department named Daniel who everyone assumed she was going to marry. So Luke had spent the last few weeks doing what cowards do: waiting for a chance to prove himself useful to Caroline without ever admitting he wanted her.
I had seen this before. That was the part that still felt like a dream.
I stood in the bathroom for a long moment and remembered things that had not happened yet. I remembered the forum thread going viral. I remembered the dean's office opening an inquiry. I remembered Sophie crying in my car outside the student health center and telling me she wanted to drop out. I remembered how she had stopped leaving the apartment, how she had stopped eating, how she had called me at 2 a.m. in the spring from a city two thousand miles away and asked me, in a voice so small I could barely hear it, if I thought she was a bad person.
She had not been a bad person. She had been a freshman who trusted a boy.
The last time, I had not stopped it. I had been too late, too unsure, too willing to believe that the system would sort itself out. It had not sorted itself out. It had swallowed her whole.
This time, I was not going to wait.
I found Clara in the kitchen. Clara is my roommate, a senior studying public health, and the reason I have survived two years of living off campus with my sister. She was holding her phone and looking at me with her eyebrows up.
"You saw," she said.
"I saw."
"Is it true? Did she take something?"
"No." I pulled my jacket off the hook by the door. "She didn't. And I'm going to prove it."
Clara put the kettle down. "Cassie. Wait. If you go in angry, he wins."
"I'm not going in angry."
"You're literally putting your shoes on the wrong feet."
I looked down. I was. I sat on the bench by the door and fixed them, and I made myself breathe, and I reminded myself that the last time, anger had not helped. Anger had made me say things I could not take back. This time I needed a plan.
Sophie's door opened. She came out in her pajama shorts and an old sweatshirt of mine, her hair still tangled, her phone clutched in both hands. Her face was flushed, and her eyes were red.
"Someone texted me," she said. "Like four people. Is this real? Did Luke actually post this?"
"Yes."
"He said I stole Caroline's noodles." Her voice cracked. "I didn't. I was studying in the library last night until it closed. I didn't even go to Gerber Hall."
"I know."
"Then why would he say that?" She looked at me like I had an answer. "Why would he say that about me?"
I stood up and crossed the kitchen, and I put my hands on her shoulders, and I said the thing that I had wished someone had said to her the last time.
"You are not going to lose your semester over this. You are not going to lose your degree. You are not going to lose anything that matters. I am going to fix this, and you are going to go to class, and by Friday everyone on that forum is going to know exactly who Luke Atwood is."
She blinked at me. "How?"
"I don't know yet." I reached for my keys. "But I have until Friday."