Jocelyn
I'm staring out of my kitchen window again, watching the couple from across the way f**k against the window. Her back and ass are pressed against the glass and I wonder how comfortable that could be for her. I still feel nothing, seeing that, and I wonder if I'm truly broken.
I wonder if the numb feeling will ever go away. It thaws out when I'm around Wes and my family, but when they're gone and I'm left alone, I revert back into my shell, feeling completely alone.
I'm staring at the couple and only realize I have company when Calvin walks up behind me and stares out of the window.
"Ooh. Free porn." I smile and shake my head, looking down at the dishes at the sink. "I knocked, by the way."
"You know you don't have to."
"I know, but just because my mom taught me manners, I di
