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Josh was probably one of the best kissers in the known universe. Every time he kissed me, my whole body lit up brighter than the sun. I felt complete and whole and it was an addicting feeling.
I felt absolutely no guilt kissing him, even with Chandler's ring burning on my finger. I knew Chandler was cheating on me for a while now and now that I was doing it back, I felt amazing. Resolved in a way that I never thought I would feel.
And feeling his hands on me...f*ck. They were big and callused and hard but I melted into him every single time.
Our little dinner at work was amazing. His smiles and his laughs filled me up to the brim with joy and having him touch me so freely, even if they were innocent touches, made my heart sing.
I loved him and I barely knew him. But I felt like I
