Her Captured Heart

Jane’s eyes were closed as their mouths crashed into one another, she felt his hands tugging at her pants as his kisses traveled down to her neck. She hadn’t planned to go this far, not here, not today, but his kisses and caresses had made her forget. “Ohhh..” Her moan was so loud she’d startled herself, she blinked her eyes up at the cloudless sky. “Garret slow down.” She whispered nervously. His kisses suddenly became rougher and he tugged a little harder on her jeans, pulling them down just enough he could touch her there, between her legs. He began to expertly rub her most sensitive spot. “Don’t ask me to wait any longer. Please.” He begged in a deep sultry voice. “I’m not sure if-.” She whispered, breathless. He looked into her eyes and kissed her lips hard, “I love you though.” He was pouting, with his big blue puppy dog eyes, you could almost believe he was about to cry. “But what if someone sees us, or what if they hear us?” She was trying to think of something, anything to change his mind, to just make him wait a little longer. Jane had pulled away enough that he wasn’t touching her now. She tried to recover and stabilize her thoughts. She didn’t want to do this right now, especially not here.. They were lying on an old quilt in the middle of a field of dry brown grass. “No one is out here- trust me.” He said Coolly, as he leaned into her body once again. He kissed her forehead, then her cheek, and lastly her small pink lips. “Garret please.” She begged, not sure if she had the nerve to stop him again. “I can’t- help it- you’re just- so beautiful!” He said between kisses. He pushed her to the ground with his body, he had one arm wrapped around her waist, while the other arm was pulling her pants down further. “At least slow down, we have all night.” Maybe she could just stall him a little while.. He managed to pull one pant leg off completely and then began to rub between her legs again. Jane tried to focus on the pleasure she could feel from that at least. It wasn’t that bad, this part at least. She terrified of having s*x though, it was her secret. She’d always hoped her first time was with someone who really loved her, but she knew that love was fluid, especially for guys.. He pushed her legs wider and positioned himself directly over her as he yanked on his own pants. The pleasure came and went as she battled with her own conscience on rather she was ready or not. He was a nice guy, her first real boyfriend, they’d met at her best friend’s boyfriend’s house party. They hadn’t gone a day without seeing one another in seventeen days, she’d counted every single day. She was shy and had a really hard time talking to guys, so when a six foot two inch tall blonde sat next to her and smiled, she’d instantly melted. Before the night was over he’d asked her out, they went to a little buffet place on the edge of town next to the drive-in theatre. That’s where they’d had their first kiss, since then that’s pretty much all they did, kiss. She’d explained that she was extremely shy throughout high school and that she’d never been with anyone. She’d never even kissed a boy before him. He seemed to understand, kinda, he seemed to be cool about it, but in the last few days he’d started getting pushy and touchy. She knew what he was planning when he’d told her about their “special picnic”, she knew she shouldn’t go, but she was afraid to lose him now. She had already fallen in love, she was sure he was the one, her only. “Oh no! What about a condom?” She’d pulled away suddenly when she just realized he didn’t seem to have put anything on. “Umm.. It’s fine, I’ll pull out before I cum.” He sounded aggravated. “Are you sure?” She questioned biting her lip. “Yeah.” He pulled her back down beneath him and then pulled his member up to her entrance. He rubbed it between her legs as if warning her of what he was about to do. Jane squeezed her eyes shut expecting pain, everyone said it hurt the first time. Some of her friends claimed it wasn’t too bad and some said it was always the worst experience no matter who it was with. She waited expectantly, just hoping it wasn’t that bad and that he’d be gentle. When nothing happened she opened her eyes to see him up on all fours, still hovering over her, but his eyes were wide with fear. He was looking into the long grass.. She’d never seen him afraid? What could be wrong, she suddenly felt hot breath on her face. Jane looked up and stared into the giant wolves eyes from the ground, Garret then shot up and began to run, there was a low growl from the wolf, and Jane just watched helplessly. He didn’t even look back as he ran, he even left his pants behind. They’d only been dating a couple of weeks, but she still couldn’t push back the disappointment and emptiness she felt now. He’d left her laying on the quilt still half undressed. She laid very still watching the wolf as he stared into her frightened eyes. To her surprise he began to back away, soon he was gone, back into the tall brown grass. It was getting dark, a rainbow of colors filled the evening sky. It was her favorite time of the day, usually. She didn’t realize she’d been holding her breath, but now she was choking while trying to gulf down some much needed air. She stood up to see that Garret’s old ford truck was no longer pulled off the gravel road. There was only dust where he’d taken off leaving her to the whims of a wild animal. Jane turned to look at the floral quilt and picnic basket she’d been left with. He’d left his own pants, she noticed as she pulled hers back on. Her chest was still pounding, but she wasn’t afraid now, now she was just hurt and angry. “I hate you!” She screamed out of frustration. She wasn’t sure how far outside of town she was, she knew they’d gone down old Wayne town road, but there were no lights on the horizon to follow. It was just darkness that was consuming more and more of the field.