Andrew

Pre-Train

I knew I shouldn't have looked back at my mom. Why didn't I just walk straight ahead? But, I didn't. I had to look. She was still standing there, sad and if I'm correct she was crying too.  She never showed any emotion like that before, I know she's going to miss me well, I'm going to miss her too. I guess my face showed more emotion then I thought and I saw Ash looking at me.

"It's gunna be okay," she stated, "you've never really been anywhere, huh?"

'No." I was thinking, thinking about where I've been too but I couldn't remember. But I know I've been places... right? I'm sure I've been places. "Honestly, I don't know." I whispered to myself. Praying to God she didn't hear me. 

"The train should be here soon, I just-" 

"Ashley! Jass!" 

Fuck me I know that voice. f*****g hell. I walk in front of Ash. Making her stop in her tracks

"What the f**k is going on Ashley?" I almost yelled.

"Don't freak out but..." she looked behind her, "but he is too cute too pass up Jasmin." 

I begin to try to say something but she cuts me off. "And! He brought Jason"

Jason?! Jason f*****g Hawthorne?! "Please tell me. Please Ashley, tell me you didn't invite both Xavier and Jason?"

"I did. I know you don't like them but-"

"Like them? Like is an understatement." I couldn't believe this. I couldn't, well s**t I could believe this cause Ashley would do something like this. Xavier and her are inseparable. Why didn't I think of this before? 

"Please don't be mad." she said.

I looked at her. She looked so happy but I know she was sorry, I couldn't be mad at her. No matter who she invited. "I'm not mad hun. I'm just unprepared for other people to be on this trip." I look down in my pocket, "I only brought enough condoms for one person." That was a lie.  But it made us both laugh. 

"Lets go and get these mother fuckers, Ashley. Before I push Jason on the tracks!" I yelled so everyone heard me.