THE TWISTED LOVE

I guess is still in the room, let me just check up on him, He's not picking up his call. I became so worried, So I dashed out of the room to check up on him. Anyway, not like we stay far from each other, we reside in the same compound , it's called student lodge, A very big compound with different blocks of buildings that separated the rich students from the middle class to the low class students and to the squatters. we were truly living in societal levels. Dave, was the first friend I got in the lodge, I initiated the friendship anyway, I couldn't help it, I was thinking about him all day, I really want to be his friend. He only came out of his room to throw water away. He stays in middle class blocks and definitely I stay in the low class block. what do you expect not like my parent could afford that type of apartment anyway. My roommate and I paid #65,000 to secure the apartment. That's a whole lot of money to us. We manage to rent the low- class apartment and I wasn't embarrassed at all. I'm staying in one of the school hottest lodge. As long as you stay in EXQUISITE.. you're rich. So, I went out to meet him and try to introduce myself and ask why he didn't make use of his sink to dispose dirty water, why throwing water outside like a village boy. I know that's a bit creepy and nosy but who cares, as long as we start talking. So I knocked on his door and wait for a response as I stand in the hot sun, resting my back on the wall, there's a pavement I could have stand on but I refused. At least, I have to look pity and mission less. the weather was a bit hazy, it's December and summer makes my skin looks dry and pale. So I had to apply an heavy amount of lotion in order to look glossy and radiating. First impression matters a lot. I finally heard the sound of the key, So I adjusted my stand as he opens the door Hello! I'm your neighbour, can you please borrow me your mop? I asked with a big smile. He responded with a little grin and went back inside, brought out the mop and I thanked him and left. I didn't say anything, I couldn't say all what I prepared to say. I went back feeling defeated, I didn't need mop. we have mop. As I step into my apartment which was built as a lounge, so I pass through the dark tiled alley, to locate my room. I dropped the mop and lie down feeling weak willed. Why didn't I speak more boldly, I asked myself, but after some minutes thought, I became happy I did went to his room anyway. So I stood up with new strength and hope as I return the mopping stick. just as I thought, he came out and smiled, this time around I decided not to smile, but he did and asked "if am done using it" "It's just a small space that I mopped. Thanks dear. I guess you're new here". I finally extend the conversation as I dip my hand in the small holes called pocket at the side of my shot. I wear that shot whenever I'm in my most excited mood. Oh yes! I moved in early this year, what about you? I saw you do much cleaning yesterday. I guess you're also new here? That's shocking to hear, So he noticed me. Oh No! not in that that look, I looked so dirty. But how did he noticed me, he came out only once to throw water away and his face straight and frowned. Still looking frowned but that helped his looks though. I manage to respond after my seamless thoughts with my mouth wide open I responded as he looked at me wondering. Oh yes...we moved in Last week, my roommate and I. Yes I saw her, she looks very good, slim and tall. He affirmed smiling. I have been in that type of situation before, I know my roommate is pretty and love her. I'm even always glad I have a pretty roommate. I smiled back, that's when I realized I'm standing in the sun. So I told him, I have to go now, and thanked him again for the mopping stick. He smiled and entered inside and walked back to my room. Mission fulfilled, we talked but I think the conversation killed the emotion that was stirring up. I didn't know how, can't explain but I lost the attraction and never talked to him again...