I blush up at Apollyn. There is no way, in any world, where this Adonis could think I'm any kind of special. I want to believe he does so bad though. I would say right now that is my deepest wish. Do I dare even hope that he could feel about me the way I know I'm already feeling about him?
Oh f*****g hell, this chick right here done caught damn feelings! How did that even happen?
He may say I'm beautiful or gorgeous a lot, but do I dare believe him? Do I really want to relinquish that power to him? The power to completely, utterly, devastate and destroy me? The last time I gave a guy my heart, he didn't want it. I honestly don't know if I could survive another blow like that.
Apollyn seems genuine though. So why not trust in him, I think to myself. I walk over to stand in front
