I looked at Jammie, hopefully. Just maybe, she would be so happy to see me that she wouldn't really realize where she was. I realize that's sort of shitty of me as a friend, and it's also putting a lot of faith in my worth. I apparently think too a lot of myself, I thought disgustedly. I'm really not that self-absorbed. I never meant for Jammie to be brought here but deep down I'm really glad she's here with me. I know, I'm a horrible person, horrible and selfish. I make me sick, but I need my bestie, and I need her to remain my bestie. I'd die if she started hating me because of this. But seriously, if she really does want to go back home I can always get Apollyn to send her back. I have never had a man spoil me the way he seems to be trying to and I'm not sure how I am liking it or how I
