
Shina, my cheerful baby doll, smile as bright as the sun, my bubbly princess! What happened to you? You know what happened mum he is gone. I no longer deserve to be happy mum. I cannot forgot him and his love. You can forget your dead son but I cannot ever forget the sight of my little baby brother dying in my arms. Asking me to save me but I couldn't because of you and my dad. My dad the Alpha Grandon of moonlight pack. He might have a powerful pack but he has lost my love for him the day Andy died. He is just an Alpha for me not my father. My brother is dead and I am also dead inside. I am cold as ice, my heart is frozen, the only reason I am alive is to make sure no child dies like my Andy. I might be the next female Alpha and have the second biggest pack in our region but I'm broken. I will become a doctor. I will go to the human world to become a doctor eventhough I have to go against the Alpha. I will and no one can stop me. 'I will help you Shina to fulfil your dream you are doing this for my son. I went in depression when I saw him getting so sick. You were a mother to him than me' . Thank you mum. It means a lot to me. Shina can you now atleast smile a little and be around people. No mum I can't let myself be happy and betray Andy's memories. I want to stay alone and cherish his memories. I don't want to go to college anymore. Can you arrange home school for me. But Shina this is your final year of college and then you have Alpha training. I want to alone for a while and don't worry I will go for Alpha training. Because when I become a female Alpha I will open the doors of human world for wolves. But I will study online and fulfill my dream. Shina you know I love you and I will support. Maybe the love of a mate will change your icy heart to love. Mate!!!!! you think I want a mate mum. After seeing how you and dad were when Andy was dying. No thank you I Don't Want A Mate. I DON'T NEED A MATE. I don't want to give anyone the power to hurt me again. Shina what happens when you find him. Mum he will reject me when he sees how broken I am and if he doesn't I will reject him.I kill myself rather than submit to my mate. I have no space for a mate in my heart and in my life.I'm Shina Rionna Dawson and I dont need a mate to complete me.Let's see what happens to Shina's resolve when she finds the most powerful and strongest Alpha, the king of werewolves as her mate prince Xavier. The one who doesn't take no for an answer. The one who has been looking for his mate for over 8 years and is getting very impatient.
Chapter 2 Andy
My mother Lavenia was the only child of Alpha Alfred and Luna Sophia. They gave her all the happiness she asked for. She was beautiful and everyone adored the ground she walked on. Many Alpha tried to court her and my father was one of them but she was waiting for her mate chosen by the moon goddess. After searching for her mate in many packs, she decided to go to the human world and search for mate. She didn't tell her father because she knew he wouldn't allow it. But she followed her heart and went there and found her mate Eric. When Eric saw Lavenia, he fell in love with her immediately. They wanted to get married before consuming their relationship. Unfortunately, Alpha Grandon my dad was following her, he couldn't take her rejection so he planned to make her pay. He told Alpha Alfred about her daughter's human mate. Alfred was very displeased because he needed a strong heir to pass his pack to not to a mere human. Alpha Alfred already decided to make my dad his son in law. When Lavenia came back, Alpha Alfred threatened to kill Eric if Lavenia didn't marry Alpha Grandon. Lavenia asked if Alpha Grandon found his real mate what will happen to her. Alpha Grandon told her that he had already rejected his mate because she was an omega. Lavenia depised Grandon for rejecting his mate but agreed to marry him for the sake of her mate. Alpha Grandon had other plans for my mother, he forced himself on her, enjoyed torturing her and r****g her. When she became pregnant with me than he started treating her well. When I was born Dad became a changed person, he loved me so much, for my smile he would do anything. He treated mum well too. But mum couldn't learn to love dad after the way he treated her, she only craved for Eric her mate. After 12 years, mum went to back to her pack to see her dad because he was sick. Lavenia couldn't stop her herself from searching for Eric. She found him in the dungeons, he was kept alone. Lavenia bribed the guards and went inside his cell. After looking at each other, they couldn't stop themselves. Eric kissed her lightly on her lips to see if she will return the kiss. Lavenia pulled him closer to her and kissed him back hungrily.
12 years of hunger was unleased and that is how my half brother was conceived whom I loved and for dad he was a reminder of mum's infidelity. He beat her daily so that she looses the child but he was born but he was sickly.

