I was a child

When I has a child I has happy,I played with my mom, had friends to play with,go to the park,it was beautiful until one day I was at home with my big sister called Lisa; I has playing with my toy,my favorite: my teddy bear that my parents gifted me kindly at my birthday of 2 years.My parents that day was in the way for home they were driving carefully along the peaceful darkness of the night,it has almost impossible to see after that darkness that it has fearfully silent, but one car hits my parent's car and it falls quickly into the sea and my parents die by the hit and the slow drowning within the dense ocean.Me and Lisa where hungry since it has late almost 10 pm so Lisa go and prepare the only thing that she knows cook: rice with eggs,even though I hated it I couldn't bear the hunger so I just eat hungrily wondering where my parents where, I was scared but Lisa continued comforting me but I couldn't bear the fact that my parents where not there to cook me my favourite food,my mom singing my favourite song to let me sleep. It was all strange and I feared the dark and that day was also really strongly diluting and there it has no light..and I go to sleep afraid,the next day was a morning of sunrise and my sister kindly said to me -"Good morning Lily wake up I have a important news for you"- I wake up and quickly go in the living room and sit waiting for the news that my sister had to tell me, she sits next to me then slowly said -"Lily I know that this news will be overwhelming for a child like you that loves their parents and I don't want you to cry but I only want you to make you aware of the truth...so well our parents were driving and since it has almost impossible to see that night a car hits them and their car with them fall into the sea and well..."- she has getting emotional almost at the point to cry -"t-they..they died..."- I was shocked and overwhelmed I didn't know how to feel it was all surprising and depressing and I start to cry keeping my teddy bear as a precious thing near my chest I cry like I never cried I was devastated didn't know what do it has all surprising and overwhelming for a child like me...I say -"why me?...why me? what I did of bad!?"- I sniff crying uncontrollably and my sister hugs me tightly and says to me -"don't worry I will take care of you,and they love you even if they are not here"-