I looked out the window of my room at the servants who were loading my things on the carriage. I looked at my room, which now seemed empty and lifeless. The wardrobe was empty of clothes, the bed in the middle of the room was neatly stacked with pillows. Next to the bed was my desk with a neat stack of papers and ink. I bit my lips lightly and blinked my eyes to hide the tears that were about to fall down my cheeks, it really happens, I'm really leaving. There was a knock on the door and I hurried to turn my back again to the view from my window, I didn't really want to deal with anyone now, I wanted to spend my last moments alone. "Hey Ally" I heard Thomas's quiet voice. I closed my eyes again and turned slowly toward him. "Thomas, I'm sorry but I'm not in the mood to talk now," I sa

