My Friend is Casanova

I look at the coffee shop in front of me then leave a deep sigh before i enter , as i enter i look around and automatically my eyes rolled as soon as i saw him  "Here we go again." i mumbled, i walk towards him with a blank face and sit . I saw 2 strawberry frappe in iur table so i grab one and have a sip because i know it's for me. "What do you want?" I said with an irritate voice . If he's gonna tell me about his girl again oh d*mn i'll leave right away. He just smile at me and start to open his phone then show me image of a girl , another girl again. As i said i started to walk out he's not going to change huh? After the door closed i leave a deep sigh "I should have ended our friendship a long time ago" i mumbled and started to walk i wish i could turn back time so i won't have regret right now. He is my friend in 4 years it happens when we were in high school i really hate clingy person that time until this person came, i really hate him because every week he has a new girl and every time we met he put his arms into my shoulder and as i response i twist his arms yet he never learned his lesson he always did it everyday. One day i was walking when i saw Razel looking at someone deeply. I sat next to him but he didn't notice me so i tap him on his back, he look at me then look at her again  "Would it be possible for a casanova like me to be loved?" He asked i was shocked "Of course we all deserved to be loved anyway" i answer and he just nodded "And it will happen if you stop playing with girls, you know?" I added he remain silent i was gonna leave when he talk "You see that girl? I've been inlove with her for a long time, she always reject me yet here i am, i am still waiting for her" he said i feel his pain i never knew he has those side. I left him and went to the coffee shop near me, i order 2 strawberry frappe and write some notes. Strawberry frappe is my comfort food i feel relaxed everytime i drink it. I came back and he still there looking at the girl he like, i walk towards him and give the frappe i brought then leave. I put some notes in front of a cup "I don't know if this frappe will comfort you, as i said lately we all deserve to be loved. Trust me, someday you will be loved so keep your heads up high while waiting for her."  I am in the classroom now waiting for our professor then Razel came he's just on time . He looked around and stop after he saw me then he waved and smiled at me, i rolled my eyes because he's with another girl again. He sat beside me  "Thank you for the frappe, it really comfort me especially the words written on the note. If you don't mind, can we be friends?" he asked and i am really confused that time  "No" i answer. I don't want to be his friend, i really hate his clingy attitude. "You knew i don't accept rejection right?" He said then go back to his seat and with that we became friends And started to witness him being casanova, but he really did change a lot after he knew the girl he like is dating someone , she just did broke his heart. He didn't attend school for a week after what happened but as soon as i saw him at school he changed, now it's not just a girl but 2 girls. I even witnessed him making out with some girls in the restroom and started to ignore me.  Month passed and it's our graduation now, i am just looking at my phone checking some websites when someone put flowers in front of my face. I slapped the hand of someone who's holding it not knowing that someone is the one who ignore me in a month. "What do you want?" I said while lookiing at my phone "Congratulations Almira! Sorry for ignoring you lately, can we still be friends?" He asked while giving me a strawberry frappe "Thanks but no." I said and as i know him he don't accept rejection. He was about to talk again so cut him out through taking the frappe and leave him. When he reach me he put his arms around my shoulder again and as i response i slap it. "You knew i hate clingy person right?" I said and he behave. "Anyway we're partying tonight right?" I asked  "Yeah. Can i pick you up?" He asked "No. I have my car so pick your girls up." I said and he just laughed We're at the club right now and unexpectedly he's alone  "Oh? No girls for tonight?" I asked "Yeah i stop playing with them . I think i should stop now." He answered and i was shocked "Are you sick?" I asked and he just laughed  "Let's just party tonight! Let's get wasted!" He shout then drink in one shot "You i***t! it's a hard drink!" I said as i making him stop oh shoot he is a bad drinker.  "Almira! I don't want to go home!" He said. He is drunk and can't even walk straight. "Razel!! Come on let's go!" I said while pulling him out from the exit door "Nooooo!" He shout and starts to hold the door tight. I was pissed i did drink but now i'm sober because of this guy.  "Please Razel, let's just go home okay?" I said with my pleasing tone. He stop holding the door and look at me those tones of mine really worked to him so i smiled. "Okay! Let's go Almira!" He said , finally we went to my car and i sat him in the passenger seat and as i sit in the driver's i saw him sleeping and nitice he didn't buckle up his seatbelt "D*mn razel! Wake up!" I said while waking him up but he didn't respond . I put his seatbelt on and while doing it i stare at his face he's really handsome and his lips... i slap my face because this is not right there is no way i will get attracted to him. I put my seatbelts on and started to drive i need to focus. I sighed after i stop driving finally we are here. I tried to wake him up and he is half awake, he open the door and he fell out from the car d*mn! i have no choice but to carry him into his room i find the key in his wallet and enter to his house i saw his room upstair so i put his arms around my shoulder and start to take the stairs "You're so heavy Razel! Wake up!" I said but no response and finally we reached his room as we enter his room i throw him in his bed , i'm so tired so i lay beside him just to rest "D*mn you! You better pay for this ... oooouch my shoulder" i said i'll just rest for 10 minutes then i'll leave i start to look at his table i saw some pictures and i was about to grab one when he suddenly hug me tight i turn around and look at him  "Wrong move" i mumbled i check his face from eyebrows to nose is really perfect and.. i gulped as i saw his lips i was about to touch it with my hand but he suddenly move Our lips melt i was shocked and about to get out but he pulled me closer which deepen the kiss he started to move i was so out of it but i closed my eyes and started to respond and moan as he grab my a** and his hands is starting to go up in my breast, i'm sober now but i still can't help it . I open my eyes, this is wrong! This is not right! With a full force i push him out of the bed and fell. I look at him and he is now sleeping and snoring well . I stand up and leave his house. I wish he didn't remember anything . "F*ck that was close" i said and starts the car and go home  In the morning , i was cooking breakfast when razel call me "Hey" i said as i answer the phone i'm nervous about what happen last night but i need to stay calm "Hey did something happen at the club last night? How did i get home?" He asked "Oh Hello! Mr. Bad Drinker you get wasted last night and can't even walk on your own so i have no choice but to carry you out and bring you home! Did something happen? Yes something happen my body ache because you're so f*cking heavy!" I shouted i didn't mentioned about that kiss last night because that would be really awkward. "Oh sorry almira. I will make it up to you how about lunch right now?" He said "No thanks! I'm fine i just need rest, so let me rest!" I said then i hung up luckily it's vacation now i can ignore him without him noticing.... Then 2 weeks after i finally forgot about it and he asked me to meet so i meet him into our favorite coffee shop and make me see the photo of his new girl on his phone. i know he will never change and what he said about not playing with girls is a joke. I know that will never happen and it suddenly break my heart i start the car and drive when i got home i text him  "Sorry not in the mood right now" then i send it.  Do i have feelings for him? What happen? This is so awkward i need to sort this things out. this is wrong every day i got a text from him and ignore it . I went to visit my mom and packed my things and move to my new home it's near in our university i didn't tell him yet because i want to ignore him to forget about this wrong feeling.