Colliding Rulers

Love-Hate Relationship (2)

Gevia's P.O.V

I've been studying hard, pulling all-nighters just to cram. I raised my hand every time I could, and even if I didn't know the correct answer, I would still raise my hand just to have that point for participation. It wasn't enough. I did well in my tests, aced them as well. I've been hanging out less with Joshua and have been going home immediately to study.

I've been avoiding Alex ever since, but that doesn't mean that I don't feel their eyes on me whenever we're in the same room. My inferiority complex was getting to me. Joshua wasn't even complaining. I kept shrugging him off and his invites. I feel bad, but I still hate myself. I don't think I'm worthy enough to feel happiness at the moment.

"Calories, digestive systems, transfusions." cramming was getting to me. All this information is getting jumbled up inside my head.

I pushed, causing my chair and me to slide away from my desk. There was also one thing that I noticed. I've been getting horny without any reason. It comes at the most unexpected times.

Like right now.

My hands immediately found my n*****s and my p***y. I was wet. I pinched my own n****e and teased my entrance. I licked my lips as they were dried up from breathing through my mouth. My eyes closed by themselves. I felt the pleasure get to me. I kept on simultaneously pinching both of my n*****s. Once I had enough of teasing myself, I went to the next stage.

I haven't done this before, but after I basically avoided Alex, I knew right then and there that I needed to touch myself. Of course, it was hard and scary at first, but after a while of doing it, it seemed like my hands knew what they were doing. It wasn't as fulfilling as when Alex was the one touching me, but it gets the job done.

"Mhmm," I couldn't stop myself from moaning.

I found my c******s and played with it, applying pressure to that small button of paradise. I squeezed my own breasts, which heightened my sense of touch. My body was on fire, set ablaze by my own touch.

"Alex,"

I imagined Alex touching me with that smirk on their face, plastered and glued. It was a routine of mine to think about Alex while I touched myself. Their tongue on my c******s, giving me a delicious head. My legs began to shake. It always gets me off. If I don't imagine Alex f*****g me, I can't seem to orgasm.

I inserted a finger, envisioning that it was Alex's again. Penetrating me tortiously. I moaned and moaned, reluctant for that release.

"You want to c*m?"

"I do," I answered physically.

Alex inserted another finger while I spread my legs even wider. The pressure in between my legs was almost unbearable. My other hand went to my c**t, playing with it while I penetrated myself.

"Then c*m for me,"

I didn't need to tell myself twice. My body came as soon as I imagined those words. With Alex watching my very entrance while I c*m sent me a different kind of paradise. Being watched made me feel excited. As if I was on the edge of the cliff, forced to touch myself while they watched.

My entire body froze into convulsions. A sigh of relief escaped my lips as I let my orgasm finish. The tensed muscles slowly soften as I calm down. Panting for air quite heavily so hurt my nostrils. I looked at my own fingers and saw how wet I was.

"I need someone to touch me,"

It just felt different.

The next day, I went to school and did the exact same thing. Ate with Joshua, ignored Alex and avoided Joshua's invite for a hangout. No matter how many times I turned Joshua down, he would still ask me. It was eating me up inside, but not as much as my arousal was.

While I was on my way to my car, I bumped into someone. I was about to fall to the ground, but the stranger was able to grab ahold of me and pulled me. My body was immediately in contact with that stranger's. My belongings fell to the ground, and even my phone.

"I'm so sorry," the person said. I couldn't exactly see the person since the person was tall, but I could tell that this person was a girl, judging from the breasts and the voice.

I sighed before stepping away and gathering all my things. I didn't look at her. I had no energy to do so. I wanted to leave immediately and go home, touch myself as I was horny again. It was the third time today.

"Let me help you," she gathered some of the stuff before standing up with me and handing me my things.

"Than-" I was stunned.

The person looked like Alex. Alex was more perfectly sculpted, but the resemblance was hardly missed. Of course, this person is nowhere near as perfect as Alex in terms of everything, but could still pass as Alex's junior in life. The only difference was that this person had long hair.

"I'm really sorry. I was in such a hurry that I didn't see you there," this person was also kinder than Alex. I guess they're also different in that part.

I snapped out of my trance, recovering from my shock.

"No, no, it's okay. I was in a hurry too and was looking at the ground,"

"Oh, I'm Aeron,"

Was the world messing with me or something? Aeron and Alex? Both with gender-neutral names that start with 'A'. Identical and taller than me. I took a sneak peek at Aeron's body and could say that she was built as well. Is Aeron even a 'she'? How come I've never seen Aeron before? Was she a transferee?

"Ge-"

"Gevia, I know. You're really popular." I shrugged her sentence off.

"Well, I have to go."

I immediately dismissed our conversation. Bumping into Aeron sent my s*x-drive even higher. My panties were wet and I needed relief. Instant relief if I must.

"Wait! I'll make it up to you. I'll see you whenever I see you!" she ran away with a smile on her face. It was a genuine smile, but it reminded me of Alex again.

Crap. They're two different people, but with a similar face and similar smile. I inhaled and exhaled. There was a more pressing matter than Aeron and Alex.

As soon as I got inside my car, I just had to touch myself there. Since I was really, really turned on, I came with ease. Once I was done, I went home and was surprised to see daddy. He was sitting in the living room with his phone in his hand. He was looking at something that caused his solemn face to scowl.

"Daddy? What's wrong?" did the teachers tell him that my grades were dropping? No, that can't be. They're too afraid to approach him.

"Darling, you're here." he turned off his phone and greeted me with a hug.

I missed Daddy. It's been a while since the last time I saw him. He was really busy.

"Are you okay?" he sighs into the hug, tightening before letting me go.

"Do you want to go with me and visit your Mom?"

I know Daddy visits Mom's grave, but he doesn't want me to go with him. I never asked why. It felt like he didn't want me to see his vulnerable side. I guess it runs in the family. This was the second time that he wanted me to go with him. The first one was when he finally got back on his feet and took over the mafia business. He wanted me to be present when he promised mommy.

"Are you sure?" he gave me a tired smile before nodding his head.

"Yes, darling."

I left my bag in the living room and the two of us rode in his car. He was the one driving and we had no bodyguards accompanying us. When we got to the private cemetery, I was surprised to see who was standing in front of mommy's tomb.

"You're here," Daddy said, announcing our arrival to Alejandro.

I felt something bad was going to happen. The eerie feeling brought by the cemetery added to the unstable atmosphere. Alejandro turned his body to face daddy. He gave me a side glance before looking back at daddy. I knew that look.

Alejandro despises me?

I haven't even done anything that could make him hate me? Or is it the fact that he just does? I was born to be enemies of them anyway. That s**t doesn't bother me anymore.

"I'm leaving," he hissed before turning on his heel and leaving. I watched as his back disappeared from plain view. I looked at daddy with a very confused look. He smiled at me before turning to mommy's tomb and kneeling down.

"Hello, honey. It's been a while."