Uneven love

"hey, Cynthia come over ,just come see these guys " I went running from the kitchen to where Sarah was seated in the sitting room seriously swiping her phone ," what is it you want me to see" I said looking directly on to her phone , " just look at these guys aren't they cool , do you see this , he is great dancer ,aaaaah his name is ..... ,um ...", I just took the from her hand , and started looking the photos of the guys that Sarah so called cool , seriously some were cool but not all , I continued swiping through , till when I reached to this very guy , I just don't know what words i could use to describe him , he was just the coolest one of all ,if not the coolest of all guys I have seen in my whole life, just his skin was the best just good than mine I would tell, and his eyes , when you hear about talking eyes these where the ones. As I sat just paused staring at this very photo , the phone was swiped from my hands . " what are you staring at, aaaah" , " just let me see once again" I claimed childishly to Sarah , " I just can't show you ,unless you are going to look at the other guys but not this " ," why" I asked while grairing at Sarah , " Because he is someone i crush" . I just don't understand why these words hurt me , I could feel a stabbing pain in my heart , had I started crushing my best friend's crush??? , seriously I may have lost it. Then let me just look at the photos ,I said politely . She gave the phone back to me and slowly continued taking a look at the photos , with this heavy heart ,why did him have to be crushed by Sarah ,out of all people ,if it could have been any other person I would have tried my very best to make sure that this guy becomes mine ,as i continued swiping through ,I was interfered with Sarah's shouting ,"do you see that , he is the twin", " but this is the same person " I answered . " These are two different people , they are just twins, my crush is Mosses and the twin is Martin" Sarah insisted without a stop ." Then can I get Martin's phone number,since your crush is Mosses" I asked Sarah with the best smile ever, "sure, why not" she replied. As soon as Sarah left the house , I immediately started texting Martin , it was about four pm in the evening when I texted him , " hello Martin , I'm Cynthia can we be friends" , but it reached eleven in the evening without a reply , and you know what , this guy was online but didn't reply . I decided to call Sarah and told her about this and she was like ," these two brothers are the same , even Mosses is just as arrogant as Martin , but just change the profile picture you look really ugly on the picture ,this could be the reason" . I didn't wait for Sarah to finish speaking , I ended the call and went to look for my brother Henry. " hey Henry could you take some pictures of me " I asked directly after opening his bedroom door. "I will just do it for you tomorrow , I'm just tired right now" he replied while reading his very best comic book. " please help bro, I will do anything you want me to do for you please I beg" I said very pitifully," ok would you mind washing my clothes tomorrow" ," sure I will do that ,my very best brother" . We went outside to the garden and I took lots of pictures,this made Henry wonder what I wanted to do with these photos ,he kept asking but all I could say is ,"I don't want to do anything with the photos". Just after taking the photos ,I uploaded the very best picture on to my profile , do you Know what Happened next this guy Martin immediately replied, " hello, it's nice to know you , hope we are friends now" . This heart of mine was now in a run , just how it pumped was beyond the limit ,I could guess. We spent the night chatting and I could not wait for tommorow to tell Sarah about this ,so I sent a text to her, just a short sentence , I did not have time for a paragraph , I was bus chatting with this new crush of mine .We continued chatting for about three days. On the fourth day as I was chatting with Martin . " Cynthia hope you won't mind, but I wanted to ask if you are seeing anyone" "yeah ,I am " I answered " who is it" ,he asked " you , Martin" I replied shyly looking at my phone. " so do you really mean , I am your boyfriend " he texted back " I really mean it" I texted back I just don't understand what and why I was doing this, but all in all we started dating , just like I had no time to play hard to get, and I even think I approached Martin myself indirectly. We agreed to meet at the dreams hill , this was the hill that had few or no people at all and it was mostly used by teenagers of our age. I asked for advice from Sarah before heading to the hill, and she advised me to be a little late for about half an hour ,and I did it.As I reached the hill there were no lots of people , talking about lots , there was only this tall guy staring directly to my side, just his stare towards me ,made by heart flutter , I felt strings tied on my legs, not letting me move , and right now this handsome being was walking towards me , anyways I thought that I would collapse of heart attack. "Cynthia , I guess " ,he said ,"yeah , correct", I said shyly ,just as suddenly I could hear butterflies in my stomach , this guys lips were already on mine.