What is a mate? Why do i have two of them?

Chapter 1 As soon as the t.v cut on and i heard it was Maury, I knew my boyfriend of almost 4 years was up. I tried to go back to sleep, but I knew I had to get up or else my son would run around the house like a chicken with its head cut off. So I rolled out of bed and went to wash my face and brush my teeth, and as usual my boyfriend was scavenging the draw looking for his weed. I rolled my eyes and spat out the water I was squishing around the inside of my mouth, rinsing my mouth out. I turned the water off, grabbed my phone and walked off to the living room in search of my son. "Poppy !!!" I called out to my son (that's his nickname). I heard him respond in his child-like voice. "yes momma" I smiled at that as he came out rushing to me. I picked him up off the floor and gave him a kiss on the cheek. "Good morning baby are you hungry?" He looked up at me and shook his head yes, "mommy i want some cereal." I looked at my son and blinked my eyes because, for a five and a half year old, he sure knew how to talk. I smiled down at my son. "Ok baby, mommy will make you a bowl of cereal." I walked into my mother room where she kept the cereal inside of her closet. "Good morning mommy." My mother looked at me and smiled "good morning baby." "Can i get the cereal mom Poppy wants cereal this morning." She just shook her head yes, so i reach up into her closet and grabbed the cereal. Walking out of the room i passed the living room to see my little sister making a mess, i just shook my head and kept walking. I grabbed a bowl and poured some cereal and milk in it. I sat him down at the table pecked him on the forehead and headed back into the room. "Hey babe what you doing" I asked him but me already knowing what he was doing rolling some weed. He looked at me and smiled, i smiled back but of course he said nothing else as he got up and went to the bathroom to smoke his weed. I shrugged my shoulders all to use to this routine as i grabbed my phone and started reading some books on w******d. I was in the middle of reading when my son walked back into my room holding his bowl of cereal. "What's wrong baby?" i cooed. "Mommy i'm done" he replies smiling showing me his little white teeth. I smiled grabbed the bowl and peered into it, I always have to check because my baby is a very picky eater so i have to make sure he ate all of it, and he did. "Good boy" i applauded him i got up off the bed and through the bowl into the sink. I picked up my little munchkin and walked to the bathroom to clean his face. " Hey babe i need to clean poppies face so can you get out the bathroom please" i ask through the door. The bathroom door swung open and i was engulfed with a bunch of thick smelly smoke. I fanned the smoke out of my son face and side stepped my boyfriend. Walking into the bathroom I opened up the window to let out the smoke. I then grabbed my sons rag and wet it with some soap and water. Ringing out the rag some before washing my sons face and hands. I kissed my son on the cheek and told him to go play. I walked back into the room to see my high ass boyfriend. I rolled my eyes at him, grabbed my phone turned on some music and continue reading. I couldn't stop the thoughts running through my head, why couldn't he grow up and get a job, and support our family i had to grow up so why shouldn't he ? I looked at my high ass boyfriend and just shook my damn head I had 2 jobs, and he had none, i had to give up partying so why couldn't he ? Everyday i would ask these questions and got no answer in return. This is my life now i had a baby at the age of seventeen and had to grow up, i couldn't go out with my friends or brother i couldn't stay out passed 12 am anymore. I didn't complain i just sucked it up and moved the hell on. I had to drop out of school and nurse my son until he was 1 years old then i had to get two jobs just to support him, me , and my son, and I am so tired. While he did nothing but smoke weed ,eat , s**t , and took a damn shower. Me i had to everything and i am tired, but i still try to make it work. Because i don't want my son to grow up without a father just like me. I watched the one i love through his life away and couldn't do nothing about it, because i was young and dumb. My boyfriend Carlos looked up at me "what the hell are you looking at?" I jut rolled my eyes and replied "nothing much.". I continue reading until Carlos got up and started pacing back and forth i already knew what the problem was .... take a guess .... no more weed. I got up to go check on my son because lord knows his father won't. "Stank" !! i called out to him i heard his little feet running towards me out of his grandma room. "Yes mommy!!!" he called out standing near his grandma door. I walked over to him "hey baby are you alright?" He shook his head yes and ran back inside his grandma room. I walked back into the room and laid down and that's how my day went. Until after dinner I went to get my son to take him a bath. I knew he was tired because he didn't have a nap today. "Hey babe can you take your son a bath, because i am tired, and i have to get up in the morning." Carlos stopped what he was doing and just looked at me "why can't you take him a bath?!?!?!!?" he yelled. I looked at him with wide eyes i was about to yell back because i work two jobs, wake up take your son to the babysitter , and stand on my damn feet for 12 hours serving customers but thought better of it. I turned and walked away putting my son in the tub and washed him up. After i was done i dried him off , lotion his body, then dressed him for bed i kissed him on his cheek and told him to lay down. He did what he was told and looked up at me after he laid down. "Mommy i want my bottle" i got up and went through the house looking for his bottle. "Hey ma did you see my son's bottle?" She felt around her bed and finally pulled up the bottle. "Here you go sweetie" replied my mother i walked over to my mother and gave her a kiss on the cheek. "Goodnight mommy." I quietly walked out of her room and back into mine after rising off his n****e to his bottle, and handed it to my son. I then walked over to my dresser pulling out my night gown which consist of some booty shorts and a white tank top. I pulled out my lacie bra and matching panties. I walked passed my boyfriend who looked really annoyed i sighed then pulled 10 dollars out of my pocket handing it to my boyfriend. I know i shouldn't support his habit but if i don't he will start treating me like s**t. He looked up and said "i don't want your money" then throw it onto the dresser. I just shook my head turned around and stripped naked. Now usually your boyfriend is suppose to start being a horn dog or even grabbing your ass or titties giving you compliments but no not my boyfriend he just turns and looks away. That's when i started thinking maybe my body is ugly. So i quickly grabbed my towel and raced off to the bathroom. I quickly took a hot shower and shaved i almost forgot about the important job interview i had. It's for internships but they pay you well 16 dollars and hour hopefully if you are pick they let you do the inter-ship for 6 months and if your good at what you do then they will hire you permanently. After i was done i got out with the towel, wrapped tightly around me. I peeked into my room and my boyfriend wasn't there, i walked further into the room and looked on top of the dresser and what a big surprise the 10 dollars wasn't there. (notice the sarcasm) I rolled my eyes and lotioned up my body before getting dressed. I kissed my son on the cheek before laying down. I hoped i got this job because i would finally be able to provide a decent life for my son. I closed my eyes with a smile on my face.I felt that like my life was gonna change tomorrow and i don't know if it's for the best or the worst, but i do hope that it is for the best. Later that night i felt the bed dip and knew it was my boyfriend Carlos i mentally rolled my eyes and feel deeper into a peaceful slumber for quite some time. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Sneak peek >>> ? POV: I was sitting at my desk inside my office with my twin brother. "Jason when are we gonna find our mate? i know she's close i can feel her soul crying out to us". My brother just laid his head on my desk. " I can feel it to brother" he simply replied . Me and my brother Jason is alpha of the most feared pack in the world an no one f***s with us. We are very possessive of what's ours and how can i forget about my love MORGAN ENTERPRISE. Where the richest people in the world. That means nothing if we don't find our mate before our 22nd birthday, because if we don't find her then our wolf is gonna take over and kill us. " Come brother we have to get ready for the intern's tomorrow" i nodded and slowly got up off my chair. My brother most of had felt my depression through our special bond because he walked over to me and grabbed my long black hair from the back and smashed his lips to mine in a heated kissed. He broke off the kiss and looked at me. "Don't worry brother we will find her. I have a good feeling about tomorrow"