At this point even Christoff is interfering “I come along as well! I can help if there is something wrong with Mika! My wolf is saying that I need to be there to be with Mika and Taiga. If not something can go really wrong!” I sight and look at him. He has determination in his eyes. Decided already that he wants to come along. To be honest I have no idea what is happening with him but seeing him in this state I fear for the state Mika is in. I look up towards Mary and she nods and sights. Giving in. “Alright Mika. But you stay with Mike and Thomas understand? If something happens to you those two will not be able to forgive themselves nor will I”. He nods Nick “Is there some way we can help as well? I'm a good fighter!” I look at him. The humans stayed here all this time because they where to afraid to leave without knowing if Mika made it out alive or not. The school said it was alright the only thing they needed to do was doing their homework and following the classes here online. I lent them the library and the computers so they could take the classes. Mr Deans is helping them out he can't leave them here. His wive came over to our pack house as well just to be close to him. She was shocked what happened but tries to help wherever she can.
I look up at every one. “Is all this clear?” “Yes Alpha” I nod “Go prepare yourself we leave in an hour. It's now 8 o'clock and I want to leave at NINE!” “Yes Alpha”. Every one started to clear away going to there homes and rooms to grab the necessary items they need to grab. I stand before Jack looking him in the eyes “Jack you with me man?” He looks at me with finally a bit of hope in his eyes “Yes I'll try anything to get Mika back”. I nod and give him a stern hug. He really needs it and to be honest, I truly need one myself. I have been trying to get myself busy so I can't feel this hollow feeling of missing our mate. I wish I could hold Mika in my hands. My hands truly feel empty. I wipe away a stray tear and go towards my room. Getting my much needed things.
After this I go towards Mika's room across mine. We never set foot in here again after he was taken. The window was already fixed so a bit of his scent is still lingering here. I inhale his scent. Not wanting to forget the way it smells. Perhaps this is the last time we are able to smell this. Because he is mated to that bastard. f**k! Now my tears really start to roll and I fall to the ground. I hold the towel Mika used before he was taken. His scent is so relaxing. I didn't hear Jack coming in but I hear a door closing and look up to see Jack standing in front of me. He hugs me like I did to him. “I'm sorry Chris. I'm such a mess right now. I couldn't do anything to help you out. Even though I knew how much you suffered as well at this you tried to keep going and be strong for the both of us while I was just spaced out. I couldn't control this feeling of a void inside my heart. The emptiness of not having Mika here. And even doubting him that he wanted to be mated with him. But then I need to remind myself how scared Mika was of us, so why would he want to be mated with a bastard like that?” He sights. I look up and see himself crying as well.
We hug each other like this for another few minutes when some one knocks on the door. We wipe away the tears. I look towards the door “Who's there?” “Christoff” “Come in” He comes in the door still looking like he cried a lot. He is so thin, how is he still able to move around like that? But I see so much determination in his eyes for wanting to take Mika back to him that I don't doubt he isn't able to go through with this. “What is it Christoff?” “I wanted to talk to you two a bit about what I need to do there”. I nod. “We still have an hour before we leave” He nods and starts to fumble with his clothes. He is nervous I can see that. Thomas and Mika stand close to him. They really don't want him there. They think that if he's there the rogue King himself will be able to take him as well. “It seems that Mika has been pushed to the back of his mind so that most of it he doesn't feel it. He knows what is been done to him, and is terrified. But feeling it is something he doesn't. After a week of constant r**e he started to loose himself. But apparently at that time his wolf awakened without him really knowing that. He thinks everything with meeting her is a dream that he is death or that he is in some what of a hell. He also thinks that you two are death, and most likely me and the class as well. So basically he has giving up. I want to make sure that when we are there to take his mark of”.
I look at him and started to growl when he said about the constant r**e. That f*****g BASTARD! First he puts his own damn mark their. Then he even r***s him. And not just once, no constantly! I growl and started to lose myself of my temper. Mama came running in the room. I'm shaking heavy trying to suppress my shifting. Leo is f*****g pissed and want to rip him apart. Mother is standing in front of me. “Chris what's got you so upset? Everyone in the pack is feeling the anger and are afraid something will happen”. “YES THERE WILL SOMETHING HAPPEN! I'M GONNA KILL THAT f*****g BASTARD RIGHT NOW!” She sights. And suddenly gives me a smack in the face. Mother never hit me. Even when we brothers where doing a lot of s**t. She never once hit me! I look at her confused “Are you clear in your head now i***t?” She looks me straight in the eye. Not many do that besides my brothers and mother and father. Something I'm quite glad for. I let out a long sight and try to calm myself. But I can't stop the shaking. “What got you so upset?” Christoff “Lia that's my fault. I was explaining what was happening to Mika and why I need to be there. I wanted to explain what I need to do to get that mark of him. But he was really angry and understandable about the fact that Mika is being r***d”. She looks at him with big eyes. And just that moment his mother came in the door. Having her hand on her mouth and started to cry. Neil was next to her and he also needed to calm himself when hearing that. I look up at Christoff “What do we need to do to get that mark of?” Just now Jack was standing next to me putting his hand on my shoulder. I feel his tight grip. So he really wants to know as well.
Christoff looks at the both of us. “I'm not really sure how it works. My wolf doesn't want to tell just yet but at the moment the time is right to do so. I only know that I need all six of you there as well. If Taiga also has a mark therefor we need all of you who are mates with us”. He looks down towards his shoes and is still fumbling with his clothes. Mike looks at him and put his hand on his cheek. Pulling his face towards him so that Christoff needs to look at him “If you need to do that then we make sure to get there. But before that I would like you to join this pack. Then you can mind link us if you need anything and can't talk out loud. Will you do this before we will be there? It would make us feel a lot easier knowing that you will be able to ask our help if necessary”. s**t I didn't think of that one. I nod “Yes that's the easiest way for now”. He looks up at Mike and Thomas. Then back to me. “What do I need to do to join the pack?” I smile gentle at him. “We need to cut in your palm and mine. Then hold my hand so my blood mixes with yours a bit. Then you will be able to hear our mind link. When that happens you need to put your wall up like you do with Mika right?” He nods “Alright lets get that over with”. We walk towards my office and I take out the old knife. This knife is a beautiful silver with hand crafted gold wolf's around the handle. The wolf also has an onyx stone inside it's eye. It's a beautiful ancient knife used for rituals in our pack and been here for generations. And generations to come. I put the clean knife in my palm and cut myself not deep just deep enough to make it bleed. I give the knife to Christoff and to my surprise he does the same without holding himself back. At that point I grab his hand and I feel the connection coming to life. “Welcome to our pack Christoff” He smiles a bit and I hear him in my head before he puts his wall up.