The silver twin wolves ( Completed)

My name is Mika. I live in Arkansas United States. Perhaps you think I'm a girl because of my name, but I'm a 18 year old boy. Though I do look like I'm a girl. I'm 5ft2 tall. Slender, have a bit of curved hips and an round ass. On top of that I have very light blond hair hanging on my waist. Mother finds it a shame for me to cut it. I do like my long hair a lot though. So if people come on to me from my back they always think I'm a girl, yet will be shocked if they see my face/package down there. But I don't have facial hare growing so I never have to shave myself. Hearing from my friends at school it can be quite a pain in the ass to shave. I am a werewolf, or that's what's my family is. I'm already 18 and never shifted. My father is the alpha of our pack. Mother isn't the Luna since she isn't his real mate but married of by her parents so that my father could take over. My mother is actually a beta, and her parents ruled with iron fist but found my mother to sweet and never wanted to give the pack to her. So when they found my father an good alpha according to their wishes they made sure that my mother was married to him. That was part of the deal for him to get this pack. But my father is much worse then her parents. My mother talked about her parents how they ruled this pack. But father is a lot more brutal and strong. He makes sure that if you don't do what he says you'll be punished severely. And kill if he finds it necessary. He also likes to punish me. And attack me, because I don't have my wolf. Normally you shift around the age of 16. You can also find your mate at 16 and I don't have both. I doubt the fact that my father will let me have a mate anyway. He likes to torches me too much. Mother and my Brother Neil always tries to stop him from attacking me but that will sometimes fail. My brother is called Neil. He is 20 and will be the next Alpha. He is a strong wolf but according to my father he is still lacking strength. But for what I can see he is stronger and bigger then most of the pack except for father. That's why my father is disappointed. He had hoped that my brother would be stronger then him and challenge him to fight for Alpha position. This morning I got downstairs. My father wanted to have me in a normal human school. He doesn't want me to be on the pack grounds more then necessary, and also doesn't let me go to the school in the pack house where the others will go. Nor does he let me train with the others since I'm nothing but a human that doesn't need to train or know our ways. The pack fighters and the rest of the pack like to mock me for that and always call me a damned omega. b***h. You need to sell your self etc etc. Because of that I mostly stay inside the house. Since I'm not aloud to go out. To explain what an omega is: An omega is basically a child born between 2 wolfs that doesn't have a wolf and will never transform. These omega's like myself can be treated badly by the pack it self or by the parents. My mother doesn't care that I'm an omega and helps me where she can. The rest of the pack including my father will do anything to ruin my life. And try to hurt me the most. They make a sport of it. Today is going to be my first day of the human school. I have had home school for the last years. Mother thaught me. But since my father wanted me out of the house he put me in a human school. The school is around a 10 min drive. My brother will always pick me up and drive me to school. I'm quite nervous to go, since I can't talk. I have to communicate through writhing. You see one of the cruel things my father did to me since I was young, was take away my right to speak. He gave me an order to never speak again. To no one. Since he is the alpha I have to obey. I can't talk no matter how hard I try or to anyone that my father doesn't know. I ate my breakfast and I'm ready to go. I have on my skinny jeans since I have thin legs and a butt so mama likes me to show that off. Strange right ? Further a blue polo shirt that matches my ice blue eyes. They are something I truly love of myself. Neil was standing up. Looking at me. Mika? I looked up at him so that he new I was listening. Are you ready ? I nodded. Do you have everything you need, like lunch or money for lunch ? I nodded again. Writing that I have lunch and a bit of money to buy lunch if necessary. He nodded and let me out the door. I waved to mother who is standing in the doorstep waving us goodbye for the day. Suddenly she comes towards the car, hugging me. Saying "be careful Mika. If there's anything please let them call me and we come to pick you up alright ?" I nod thankfull for her that she always cares so much so I give her a hug back. Getting a bit of a lump in my through for the sudden emotions. She smiles at us and says goodbye and to drive safely. We were on the road when Neil ask me what time to pick me up again. So I look at my phone where the classes which had been standing on-line. I wrote down 4:30pm. Neil nods. Saying "Alright Mika I will be back here at 4:30 if there's anything in between or your done earlier please text me". I nod and step out of the car. My hair is hanging loose on my back and swept up by the wind, trowing it in my face. I saw some guys checking me out. Neil saw it as well. "Mika will you be alright?" He ask me worried. I nod. Still being a bit afraid and nervous and trying not to let him know. Writing that I'm able to defend myself through the lessons he thought me. He laughes. "Alright kiddo. If you need me just text me and be careful please!"