Chapter1
"Wow, you look amazing tonight, Mrs. Harrington."
James's warm breath tickled my ear as his hands settled firmly on my waist, I felt my body tense through his touch. Two years of marriage, and something still felt wrong, I just couldn't quite put my finger on it.
"Thanks." I smoothed down the red silk of my anniversary dress, wondering if I'd picked the right one for tonight, “shouldn't you be saying hi to the guests? They're probably showing up by now or you've forgotten you're the star of tonight's show?."
"We actually but you've got a point, as usual." He gave me a quick kiss on the temple, “I need to get something from my office first but could you help me grab that tan folder on my desk when you come down? The one with the Westridge deal."
I nodded, watching as he fixed his tie in the mirror before walking out of our bedroom. Two years together and I still found myself drawn to the way he moved, the same movement and confidence that had helped me through the sadness after my dad's death.
The big house was noisy with party preparations going on downstairs, a party I'd worked on for weeks, hoping it might bring back the spark that seemed gone between us. The guests would think we had a perfect life, a perfect marriage, the perfect couple, if only they knew.
"Mrs. Harrington, the food people need you to pick up the champagne," our housekeeper called from the hall.
"Coming," I replied, taking one last look in the mirror. The woman looking back seemed put-together and fancy, embodying every bit of Richard Quinn's daughter and James Harrington's wife. No one would guess she cried herself to sleep most nights, wondering why she couldn't have a baby.
I walked to James's office, my heels clicking on the marble floor in time with my heartbeat. The tan folder wasn't on his desk, I looked through stacks of papers, trying not to mess up his always neat system.
My hand hit a drawer left that was slightly open, seemed odd since he's a fanatic of clean arrangements, maybe he put it in there? I pulled the drawer open, surprised to find not the tan folder but a different one, stuffed carelessly in the back corner, again it was strange, james was never sloppy with papers.
Curiosity won the war and I pulled it out, thinking it would be money stuff or contracts, the normal paperwork that filled my husband's days running my father's - no, our business.
The first page was divorce papers. My name typed clearly as the person being divorced.
The room felt unstable around me as I flipped through the pages, it got worse, bank papers, secret accounts, houses I never knew we owned, with only James's name on them, money taken from QuinnHoldings that made me feel sick.
And at the bottom of the pile, a small velvet box, it was a jewelry box, not just any kind, and definitely not the kind you give your wife on your anniversary, not when divorce papers are above it.
My hands shook as I opened it. A diamond ring, much bigger than mine, sitting in black velvet, the words inside: *Forever yours, V.*
V.
Vanessa?
My best friend who held me during my father's funeral? Who went with me to baby doctors and told me I wasn't broken? Who was about to arrive for our anniversary party?
Everything crashed in on me, my sight going dark at the edges. I heard glass breaking before realizing I'd dropped a crystal paperweight, then my knees gave up on me, hitting the floor even though I barely felt it.
This couldn't be real, not today, not after everything.
Somehow, I got myself together enough to stand up again, reminding myself of the party and the guests. I couldn't let them see me like this.
The folder went back exactly where I found it. The divorce papers, the bank stuff, the ring, my proof of being cheated on all hidden away again. I fixed my dress, wiped my eyes, and put on the smile I'd learned as Richard Quinn's daughter.
Two hours later, I stood next to James, his arm around my waist, as he raised a glass to "many more years of happiness together." The glass in my hand caught the light as I lifted it without feeling.
Across the room, Vanessa caught my eye and smiled. My oldest friend, the woman I trusted most, was that a new bracelet? I couldn't recall seeing it before James knew how to pick nice jewelry.
"You okay?" James whispered as people clapped. "You've been quiet all night."
"Just taking it all in," I replied, not a lie, “it's been a perfect night."
His smile didn't reach his eyes, had it ever? Or had I just seen what I wanted to as a sad daughter desperate for someone to lean on after her father died?
The party slowly ended, guests left with fake kisses and nice words about our "perfect home" and "perfect marriage." If only they knew.
James was walking the last guests out when I saw Vanessa heading to the guest bathroom. I followed, planning what to say, but stopped at the half-open door.
"She has no idea," Vanessa's voice came through the gap, “poor little rich girl thinks she can't have babies” she said mockingly, “doesn't even know those 'vitamins' you give her are birth control pills."
A deep laugh cut through, it was James's laugh. "What would she do without her loving husband making sure she takes them every morning? Can't have a Quinnbaby making things harder than it is already"
"How much longer?" Vanessa asked, her voice going soft and sexy.
"The secret accounts are almost ready mama, another six months, and we'll have enough that she'll never be able find it all, the Quinnmoney will be ours, minus whatever small bit she gets after the divorce."
"And then?"
"And then, Mrs. Harrington, you won't have to hide anymore."
The sound of kissing and clothes moving.
I backed away quietly, holding my breath until I was far down the hall where they couldn't hear me. My hands grabbed the wall for support as the truth hit me.
Two years of lies, two years of thinking my body wasn't working right, two years of thinking I'd found love after losing Dad, all of it was a lie.