His Forbidden Euphoria

Your love was a nightmare, Disguised in a day dream *BANG* The sound resonates in his head as a bullet pierces his skin and flesh right above the little space between his chest and shoulder.The black leather jacket drenched with the dark fluid. His eyes blurring with tears as his mouth takes short gulps of air.The gun from his hand falls down,as the little thing forcefully makes his weight fall down on the ground making him lose his consciousness. Eyes snap open,as his body jerks up straight.His well built body shaking,heart pounding so fast to come out of his chest,his chest heaving up and down with eyes wide open looking around at his surrounding like a lost child.A pool of cold adrenaline drips from his milky forehead.His body completely drenched in sweat of horror making his white shirt stick to his body like its life depended on it giving a clear view of his chiseled chest.His sensitive perky n****e on full display.The hair in his body standing straight in pure fear were a sign of how much he was petrified. And again a terrible sleepless night with the same nightmare.A nightmare that haunted him every single night. Every morning he wished it was night, as to have peaceful slumber and every night he wished it was a new morning,as to wake up from this terrible nightmare. Everyone told him to move on from the past and to begin a new beginning,but only his heart knew no matter how much he tried to forget it. The nightmare he had every single night was a huge obstacle reminding him of that painful and hurtful past. And what was the cause of his nightmare?It was one of his mistake.A big mistake which he regrets till this day.A thing that was made forcefully extinct from his vocabalary............LOVE When people told that Love was nothing and that people only love or befriend with you,they only come for something that they wished they had,he believed it.People use you in the name of love.Sometimes people call it love when they are obsessed with them. And that was why he felt love was s**t. Until he met her,everything was so surreal. He felt something in his stone heart after such a long time.He felt his soul return and that his heart started beating again.He felt the frozen and lifeless pulse of his body come to life as it hits the beat rhythmically.He felt he was alive.He felt that she was a ray of hope.A happiness he finally can have after staying a life in a lifeless body.He felt that she was his euphoria in this cruel world. A desire he can finally cherish He felt she was his life.He could feel the fireworks exploding in his heart. The saying 'Love at First sight' was never a quote in his life until he met her.Though he did not know her name,his heart believed that he has found his euphoria,a never-ending euphoria. It felt like when all the doors are shut and you feel like you are the bad omen,who will never find happiness,you'll never feel loved.Your life in this Earth is nothing but destined to be a 'Living Hell'. There was a spark of hope when he saw her.A happiness he could finally cherish to his fullest.At that moment his heart made her his everything.... But just as the saying 'No matter who tries to teach you lessons about life,you wont understand it until you go through it on your own'.Yeah,it was exactly what happened to him Though nature teach us lessons through other people which we see through our own eyes and hear through our own ears.Though God sends human like Angels to warn us about the hell that the masterminded devil has set in each and every lives,hell that is meant to wreck us,hell which is more painful than the fire and the burnt scars on our body. But....Do we listen? No,we feel that we are doing wrong,but our heart feels that there is nothing wrong doing this,we feel its right.We feel whatever the experience people told us was nothing related.We believe that not all are cruel and money minded Not Until,the ship gets slowly destroyed by the powerful waters,the raging thunder and the heavy rains that is ment to wreck our lives.At that moment we understand,we understand after we go through it. The happy morning sunlight peeks through the curtains hitting his slightly exposed body.He groaned as he slightly rubbed his eyes to adjust to the morning sunlight. He starred blankly at the white ceiling above him with no emotions.He felt no peace,when he wakes up nor when he sleeps. He slowly woke up from his bed to the bathroom to do his morning routine,the shower helped him to relax his tensed muscles a bit. And he begins another day with a gloomy face,face with no emotions. He was in his usual formal attire,a neatly ironed white button up shirt that was securely covered by his Expensive Pitch Black Suit.His shining black shoe heels clicking on the shiny floor,alerting every single soul that the Devil was here.To stop their happy chit chats,before hell explodes. The place engulfed with silence, head bowing, some short gigglings and whispers followed by some hungry stares that could devour a hot meal but he never gave a f**k about it.He ignored them like they never existed.He entered the elevator heading to the top floor,his office. Ofcourse he was not intrested in working,a part of him was tired,tired of having no tranquil sleep,tired of living in a lifeless body and the only way he could keep his mind occupied is by working. He really worked day and night to bring his company up.He wanted to make his Dad proud.He wanted to make his younger brother happy,he did not want anything that he could not get for him. But what people talk of him?A charmful man with no emotions.A cold hearted CEO, a man who had no heart.A rich spoiled brat just because he is famous and his buisness is world known. But do they know the real him behind that mask?Do they know the reason as to why he had become like this?Do they know that the cruel thunder wrecked the once happy ship? Do they know the blood,sweat and tears he had shed to be the man he is,shed to escape from this cruel world,shed to bring a smile on his loved ones,shed to remove his past. No,they do know nothing,humans are always humans.They just jump into a valley of conclusions without knowing anything. They gossip about the person by seeing the exterior prespective.But do they know that the person once was a little innocent little fellow and now the poor soul is dying inside somehow to get out of this sinful world. He is cold,cruel,disrrespectful.Why?because he know there is no happiness left for him.If you need to survive in this cruel world,you need to deal it that way. He has no one who can love him.Happiness was never in his dictionary.Euphoria is always painful.Indeed that was the poor soul's fate.Every feeling was forbidden. Yes,indeed it was a FORBIDDEN EUPHORIA