Who am i?

Miserable life

Well, remember Emma's pregnancy? My ex isn't too happy or ready to be father. He didn't leave her, but thats when he called me to get back with him, he kept begging, i couldn't accept after what he did, i have lots of trust issues.

My brain wasn't that WOW with all these stupid ghosts anyway. Well they were in a few days finding out the gender. My depression was still on me, i didn't think it could be that hard to have it. I just want a normal life! Why not me? Why can't i have the perfect body, perfect hair, eyes, or even perfect LIFE? Myself wasn't working properly, i was lazy. I was pretty surprised that my father was encouraging me even tho he doesn't know about my depression, my ex and the pregnancy. Getting rid of these ghosts will free about 50% of my stress.

Well thats when the day arrived, the gender day, well it was a boy. Emma also stopped going to school.

My life seemed so fake, its like a puppet its self was controlling me, i was holding enough, can't i have rest, please, i'm begging myself, just sleep... please help me...