Who am i?

All my regrets

She gave birth, they got out of school. You think my life got better? Well no.Thats a living hell, and after all it is already one. Why me, i would do everything but just not this unexpected life. And.. how can i get rid of these ghosts?

I just wanted to move on, i tried to move on, i tried everything and nothing will make my mind better.

I heard they went to New York, wow i'm very "lucky"

Well my grades started getting better but nothing really changed about that. I do see Annie alot and well its nice but these ghosts... i need to find something, if i had 3 wishes they would be not seeing ghosts, having a good life, and popular only if it would happen, just imagine! My heart was fully broken, i wanted a good relationship, it was also my first one. Well my mom, well i miss her i saw her face in some pictures she was so pretty she had brown hair and green eyes with freckles like me! But i don't consider myself pretty but how is she? Oh and you know my "real" dad? Well before she gave birth he tried murdering her for some reasons and her and my now-dad fell in love! Glad it happened to be honest. But do i deserve to live? Was i a mistake? No no my dad told me that my mom loved me and she would sing for me every night, of course not!

I regret even being born. They could have got a prettier daughter then me.

Am i good enough?