Umaga na. Medyo masakit pa ulo ko sa nainom kagabi, pero mas masakit ang iniisip ko ngayonâsi Mr. Ismael, ang mga sinabi niya, at ang paraan ng pagtitig niya sa akin na para bang... may gusto rin siya.
Habang nakaupo ako sa dining table, walang gana sa pandesal at kape, pabalik-balik lang ang eksena kagabi sa utak ko. That ride home, that gentle stare. Yung tono ng boses niya.
Then a knockâno, a bangâon the door snapped me out of it. Napakunot ang noo ko. Maaga pa para sa bisita.
Pagbukas ko ng pinto, and there she wasâCallie Torres. Arms crossed, eyes like daggers, and lips pressed in a tight line.
"Can we talk?" she said, voice tight.
"Wow, good morning to you too," I replied, forcing a smirk kahit kabado ako. "Coffee muna?"
"Cut the act, Pinky," she snapped. "I know you were with Ismael last night."
Napahawak ako sa doorframe, trying not to show my surprise. "Okay... and bakit parang galit ka agad?"
She stepped closer. "Don't play dumb. You're always around him. Smiling like a flirt. Answering his text late at night. At nag-iinuman pa kayo?"
"Wow, stalker much?" I muttered, but I knew I hit a nerve. Her eyes flared.
"Listen, Pinky. I'm warning you. Whatever game you're playing, end it now. He's mine. Weâre engaged. Hindi ka makikipaglaro sa akin at lalampas lang na parang wala lang."
I held her gaze, swallowing the lump in my throat. "What if Iâm not playing?"
She blinked, stunned for a second. "Anong sabi mo?"
"I mean..." I exhaled sharply. "What if I really like him? What if this isnât just flirtation? What if this is real for me?"
"You donât get to fall for someone whoâs already taken," she snapped.
"Then maybe he shouldnât be looking at me like Iâm not," I shot back, my voice rising.
Tumahimik si Callie, pero ang galit sa mukha niya, kitang-kita.
"You think youâre special?" she said quietly. "You think dahil may panata ka, dahil galing ka sa angkan na may kung anong weird na tradisyon, you're entitled to him?"
That hit me. Mas malalim kaysa inaasahan ko.
I straightened my shoulders. âHindi ko sinabi âyon. Pero hindi ko rin naman itatanggi na may nararamdaman ako. Hindi ko rin kayang kontrolin âyon.â
Callie stepped back, but her eyes were burning. âDonât say I didnât warn you, Pinky. If you ruin thisâif you ruin usâI will make sure you regret it.â
She turned and walked away, her heels clacking against the pavement like gunshots.
After she left, I sank into the couch, heart racing, hands cold. Hindi ko alam kung matatawa ako sa tapang ko o maiiyak dahil sa guilt.
Napapikit ako. What am I doing?
Then a message buzzed on my phone.
From Draemon. âLetâs meet later. I have updates on the project.â
Perfect timing. Exactly what I need. Distraction. Work. Clarity.
But I couldnât ignore the storm inside me.
Later that afternoon, nasa conference room na ako with Draemon. Nakaupo siya across me, crisp in a gray suit, calm and confident as always.
âWeâre finalizing the sponsors for the webinars,â he explained. âThe branded content is ready to be deployed next quarter. And the merchâwell, your idea of featuring Rivera-themed items? Genius.â
âThanks,â I said quietly, sipping my coffee. âIâve just⊠been distracted.â
He tilted his head. âBy Callie?â
I looked up at him sharply. âHow do you know?â
âWord travels,â he said with a half-smile. âEspecially in companies full of writers.â
I chuckled bitterly. âOf course.â
He leaned forward. âPinky, can I be honest?â
âGo.â
âYou deserve better than someone whoâs unsure of you. Or stuck in an engagement out of duty.â
I stared at him. âYou donât even know me that well.â
He smiled softly. âMaybe not yet. But Iâd like to. And I see how hard you work. How passionate you are. How you light up when you pitch ideas. I see you, Pinky.â
Bigla akong natahimik. My heart stuttered.
I wasnât used to being seen that way. Hindi dahil sa panata. Hindi dahil sa kagandahan. But meâas a woman. As a person.
âThanks, DraemonâŠâ I said softly. âThat means a lot.â
He nodded. âWhatever happens with your panata⊠or with Ismael⊠just know Iâll be here. Not to pressure you. Just to support you.â
Ngumiti ako, weak but genuine.
For the first time in weeks, I felt steady.
But that night, alone in my room, nakatingin ako sa ceiling habang bumabaha ng thoughts sa utak ko.
Ismael... Draemon... the panata... Callieâs wordsâŠ
My heart was caught in the middle of it all.
And for once, I didnât know where to run.
The next day came in a rush. Wala pang tulog, and yet here I was, standing in front of the Rivera Publication building, naka-high heels at body-hugging silk dress. The gala night was a big dealâsponsored by the very project Draemon and I worked on for weeks: a merger of media and business, with brand-sponsored webinars, merch exhibits, and flashy presentations.
The press, the lights, the CEOs, and all the big namesânandoon. And I had no choice but to show up. Secretary man ako, but I was also Draemon's project partner.
âWow,â bulong ko sa sarili habang papasok. âThis is it.â
Pagpasok ko, agad akong sinalubong ng malamig na hangin ng aircon at mas malamig na aura ni Callie, standing near the registration desk. She scanned me from head to toe like she was judging a fashion show she wasn't invited to.
I just gave her a tight smile, âHi, Miss Callie,â then walked right past her like I owned the carpet.
Sa loob ng grand ballroom, andoon si Draemonâsuave in a black tux, talking to investors. Nung nakita niya ako, he excused himself and walked toward me, offering his arm.
âYou look... unbelievable,â he whispered, eyes scanning me with admiration.
âFlirting in public, Mr. Investor?â I teased, but a small blush crept to my cheeks.
âOnly with the woman who brought this project to life.â
We walked to our table, all eyes on us. For a moment, it felt good. Parang ako âyung bida sa sariling pelikula. UntilâŠ
âPinky.â
My heart dropped. That voice.
I turned and saw Mr. Ismael Rivera.
He looked too good for someone I last saw half-drunk. Suited up, formal, but his eyesâthose same eyes that softened in the car, in front of my houseânow looked conflicted.
âYou clean up well,â I said, trying to keep it casual.
âSo do you,â he replied. Then a beat. âCan we talk?â
I hesitated. Draemon was watching. Callie was somewhere in the room. But⊠âSure.â
We stepped aside, doon sa veranda overlooking the city lights. Tahimik. Walang ibang tao.
âI didnât expect you to come with him,â Ismael said, hands in his pockets.
âDraemon? Weâre working together. Big project. You approved it, remember?â I said lightly.
âStill. I thoughtâŠâ he trailed off, then met my eyes. âI thought youâd notify me.â
I looked away. Anong notify me? Mix signals ka boy! âWhy would I? May fiancĂ© ka.â
He sighed. âThatâs... complicated.â
âIsnât it always?â
Then silence. Heavy.
âIâm not sure about Callie anymore,â he confessed. âWeâve changed. Sheâs changed. Or maybe I did.â
My breath caught.
âAnd you?â he added. âHow about you? With Draemon?â
âHe sees me,â I whispered. âHe values me. He makes me feel like I matter, even outside the office.â
Ismael flinched slightly. âDo I make you feel otherwise?â
I turned to face him. âNo. But Iâm tired of chasing a man who only sees me when heâs unsure about another.â
Then a voice from behind interrupted us.
âPinky,â Draemon said softly, holding a glass of wine. âYou okay?â
I gave a tight nod. âYeah. Weâre just⊠clearing something up.â
He looked at Ismael, eyes unreadable. âI see.â Then to me, âWhen you're ready, the brand showcase is starting.â
I nodded, and he walked away.
Ismael watched him go. âI know what you did. That panata you madeâŠâ
Hindi ako sumagot. And who am I to doubt that? He's a powerful human being kaya malamang alam niya ang lahat ng nagaganap sa surroundings niya. Even my panata that was all about him.
âI donât know what you saw in me to give such a sacred promise,â he said, âbut Iâm scared Iâm realizing it too late.â
I closed my eyes, overwhelmed.
When I opened them, I stepped back. âIf you really feel something, Mr. Rivera, then fight for it. Donât expect me to keep waiting. Iâm not a second option.â
And with that, I walked away. Leaving behind the city lights, the man I once thought Iâd give everything to⊠and heading back to the one who actually showed up.