16th February 2013
I failed Aly, I failed just like I do every time. I failed like the loser I am. I’m really sorry for breaking my promise again. I’m sorry for not coming to you last night. Something happened and I promise you, this isn’t an excuse. You know I wouldn’t lie to you, I would never do that. It’s just that when I got to the rooftop I met someone else there. She was about to do the same thing I was there for but for some reason I couldn’t let her jump, she wouldn’t let me jump either. And I, when I suggested we do it together she didn't let it happen. She said I deserved to live and I don’t know if I believe her or not. But Aly, there is something about this girl, she’s different but I can’t tell how. When I was with her, I felt safe, it felt like I had known her for years eve
