2nd July 2013 Alyssa, I think I like Hailey. No, I don’t think, I’m very sure of it. We agreed to meet up somewhere not too far from our houses and I’m thinking of asking her to be my girlfriend but, I’m nervous. Since she told me about her life, I have developed this urge to want to keep her safe and protected. Her parents are just douches like ours were and they drove her mad enough for her to want to jump off a rooftop. I snuck her into my room last night and we kissed for the very first time. Aly, I can’t explain how it felt but I can tell you that it was the best feeling in the world. I couldn’t stop grinning like a fool and I slept all through the night without having to take those pills. It was the best sleep I’ve had since you left. I had the most wonderful dream too, and I just n

