13th March 2013 I finally left our house today Aly. As much as I hated living in that place, it hurts to leave. I know I should be excited to leave, it was the one thing I have always wished but now, it has all changed. The house holds a dear place in my heart. After all, it was the house in which I shared so many memories with you, both good and bad. I don’t think I will regret it though, I think it’s for the best. I mean maybe it will make me feel less close to you but I could always visit you, to talk to you about the most trivial things. You know, I never wanted to tell you this but since you left I hadn’t been able to bring myself to go to your room. Each time I try to, I usually get this sharp pain in my chest that makes me immediately retract my hand from the doorknob. It just hu

