his love for me

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I will wait for you at 8 p.m at the place where we first met or otherwise i will come to take you,his words were ringing in my head.At first,due to my stupid hormones i considered these crepy words romantic but when after one hour realization hit me,i began to panic.Sleeping was the last thing i could imagine to do at that time.I couldn't even sit on my bed ,not to speak of sleeping.i was walking.i don't know how many people faced such anxiety attacks when they can't sit,they just walk,move hands and head and overthink.i kept walking in my room for like eternity then i thought it is enough...  i washed my face untill cold water brought my senses back to normal.i told myself to think about a solution.

There were few options.1) die 2)get invisible 3)hide.well first two options were rather impossible because i was neither Lord voltemort nor harry Potter.So,only third option was available.i have to hide.now the next big question was "where?".He knows my address which means i can't hide inside my home.Same rule applies on my college because he knows that place well.think anora think! In a hotel but he is a stalker, remember?He will immediately search in a hotel then where should i go.pfft why i had to hide.Suddenly,a bulb lit up in my head.i have a place to go.

I woke up with the irritating sound of my alarm.big day anora!

i went downstairs with my bag, greeted my mum morning and sat to eat my breakfast.My mum turned towards me and saw my other bag on floor.She raised her one brow in a questioning way.ok, now i have to fulfill this task: tell her a lie with conviction.

"Rachel called me last night and she has our gang's reunion in her house today so i will stay at her house tonight.i hope you will not mind",i said this in one breath and with full emotions.mum allowed me because she knows I am an introvert and she loves it when i behave like a normal social animal.

i went to college , texted Rachel that i am coming and delivered lectures as normal.It was 4 p.m when i rang the bell of Rachel's house.She came,opened the door and gave me one big hug.

Let me explain one thing,for me friendship is more fragile and messy than relationships.I had many friends in childhood but those weren't sincere.i did everything for my friends but when i needed them ,they just disappeared.I was a bubbly,care free and blunt type of girl but i met snakes after snakes that now I don't trust human specie.Now,one must be thinking that if i hate friends this much then why am i standing on the door step of Rachel's house?answer: necessity is the mother of invention.