Diamond blue

For as long as I can remember, I was alone… everyone dead, mother, father, friends. No one was left, they all died long ago and only I was left, to live out the rest of my days trapped here. Left for dead, alone. Until that day. A loud scorching thunder like noise filled the sky emitting a bight blue light shinning through the thick grey clouds. I had never seen such a thing in my life, all I’ve know and seen are the dark grey clouds and the cold snow on my feet. Following after that a second loud noise engulfed the area. It was so loud I could feel the vibrations on the soles of my feet. And a large stack of smoke was visible, Rising above the old rundown church. With my heart racing I run as quickly and quietly as I possibly can. Fear racing up my body with every fibre of my being shouting at me to run away. But I Was hooked my curiosity taking over, i stopped And slowly Walked  to the corner of the church Heart pumping. I put my back against the wall grabbed my black leather whip held it as tight as I can. I toke a breath of air and slowly peered around the corner then I see him... I quickly duck my head back around the corner clutching my chest with my Heart pounding not like it was before, it was different I’ve never felt this way before. Am I sick this is my first time feeling like this, is this the feeling of happiness I... don’t know It been a long time since I felt happiness but this feeling was much more than happiness I don’t know what it is. But my cheeks are red my heart pounding I must be ill there’s nothing else that it could be. I try to calm down but the thought of that man races though my mind, Over and over again but every time It does my cheeks go red again. I can’t get him out of my head i don’t know what to do. The fear I had gets weaker and weaker and my curiosity grows stronger and stronger, who is this man? How is he here? Is he real? And why can’t he get out of my head?