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Love, anonymous

It was on a Sunday night when I was leisurely scrolling through w*****d to find myself a book to read for the night that I saw it love anonymous can't remember the author and I decided to see what story it contained inside.

The writer was telling his story of how he had written letters to his crush as an anonymous sender and then an idea hit me , what If I'd write her letters from my heart to her and still hide my crush for her.And that's when that project commenced.

I bought her a pendant and then wrote her a letter signed anonymously at the bottom, found her room and placed it under her pillow on the campus return day. You probably think I'm slowly turning into joe goldenberg but maybe I slowly did just less dangerous but as much of a stalker.

I knew her favourite foods , what she liked talking about , her icks and dislikes , probably everything there was to know about her. I continued writing my weekly letter then giving it to someone random to gift to her , then watched her smile as she read through it, she was probably falling in love with Mrs anonymous but would she continue loving her if she knew it was me? but it really didn't matter at the moment all that mattered was how she smiled and eyes glittered in joy when she read my letters, that alone made my week.

By this time two of my friends had known of my conquest to win vivoh's heart, and they probably thought I was crazy for even going through with it but truth be told I was crazy over her, she was slowly etching herself in my life and becoming my everything.

I started loving school and it became a part of me, maybe this wasn't a nightmare after all , well apart when I closed my eyes at night and realized maybe she wasn't meant for and I was sacrificing everything for a lost cause. what if I ended up not getting her and still losing my family in the process.

my grades weren't that good but not bad , well nobody in my family had gone to such a school so they probably thought I was gonna be the savior of our family, but would I be when I was losing myself in the web of love?

I was losing myself in her eyes whenever she looked at me by mistake wondering what our future held and if we would be together. nothing else mattered at this point , not even my education that had brought me there and that by itself was dangerous.

I was boring the fvck out of my friends ears by how much I talked about her, we were doing some computer project with Gracie one my closest friends when she asked if I'd even know what to do if vivoh agreed to my proposal and then it hit me , I'd never been with a girl before , well truth be told even a boy , how would I do it?

that's when I realized that I could pretend I know and try it out with Gracie and see if my novel hours proved worthy. “ yeah I do , wanna see it for yourself ” I asked her with a mischievous smile on my face , my insides churning from anxiety. “why not, do your worst M ” she replied standing up and walking out of the lab. my leg was shaking as I stood following her and hoping I wouldn't make a fool outta myself.

I followed her to the girls loo and inside as she entered one of the cubicles , her eyes heavy with lust and eyes glimmering with evilness , and that's when it hit me was I cheating on vivoh ? If I kissed someone else knowing very well she was the only one I wanted?

Gracie gripped the front of my blouse pulling me to her , her breath fanning my face, my hand automatically gripped her neck lightly pushing her to the wall, caging her as my leg took its place between her legs,my body had a mind of its own, i leaned in not sure of myself but hoping I wouldn't chicken out .

I kissed her lightly, as my heart throbbed dangerously, she pulled my closer to her as we deepened the kiss, I tugged on her bottom lip as I pulled slightly away to look at her , her eyes full of lust, n*****s showing on her blouse was an irresistible picture.

maybe I couldn't resist this temptation after all and maybe at this moment I'd have to forget of vivoh as if she didn't exist and just live the moment and hope she wouldn't ever know about this escapade.

I foddled her boob as I continued kissing her harshly, unbuttoning her blouse , I kissed the side of her neck , licking it and nibbing at it lightly as she moaned awakening my demon, I bit at her collarbone lightly then showered kisses on it as I slid my tongue down to her n****e , tugging at it as I rubbed my leg on her front , she glided harshly on my thigh , her moans getting heavier , that's when we heard some girls walking in the loo and we froze.

this was a Catholic school and anybody caught in such an act would not only be expelled but her education would simply be the end .she tightened her grip on me wanting me to continue but was I ready to risk my education for a quickie?

I held her tight shushing her as we waited for the trio to get out so we could either continue or move out of the cubicle.the moment the girls stepped out , I let her go , straightening my clothes and walked out as she complained, telling me to continue.