Chapter 1
There's one unbreakable rule in our house: never cut a pear.
Even my five-year-old niece Veda wanted to share one, and my husband, Holden Lennox, scolded her until she cried, his face hard and cold.
"Slicing a pear means splitting apart," he said. "Any sign that could cause our marriage gets stopped right away. No one is going to tear us apart."
But today, his first love, the one he always saw as perfect, came back to town. At the dinner table, she picked up a knife and sliced a soft, pale pear clean down the middle.
"Holden," she said, "I hear you've got all these strict rules now. Dare you take this half?"
Everyone fell quiet, waiting to see her make a fool of herself. But Holden didn't get angry. Instead, his ears turned pink, and he took half from her hand. He ate it slowly, like it was the sweetest thing he'd ever tasted.
"If it's from you, I'll eat anything," he said.
She glanced at me, smug and sharp, and asked in that soft, fake-sweet voice if I minded.
Holden looked at me too, his eyes tight with warning, afraid I'd ruin the mood.
I looked down at my phone, where the email had just come through. I was named CEO at the company's global headquarters.
I smiled, slipped my wedding ring off, and dropped it into the trash. "Mind?" I said. "Not at all." I picked up the other half of the pear and took a bite without hesitating. "This pear was split exactly how it should be."
*****
"You ate that half so fast," Sloane said, her voice sweet and sharp. "Does Holden keep you on such a short leash that you are just starved for a treat?" She leaned back in her chair, covering her mouth as she laughed softly.
Her eyes moved between me and Holden, full of the look of someone who had already won.
Holden frowned a little. He set down the pear core, which had been eaten clean, and wiped his hands slowly with a tissue. "Sloane just got back," he said, his voice flat. "She is still getting over jet lag and has no appetite. It is just a piece of fruit. You are always so reasonable. Why are you making a fuss today?"
I took a tissue and wiped a drop of pear juice from the corner of my mouth. "I am not making a fuss," I said. "This pear is really sweet. And very juicy." I crumpled the tissue and dropped it into the trash can at my feet.
There, half-buried under some scraps of paper, sat the wedding ring I had just thrown away.
Holden looked at my calm face, and something like surprise crossed his eyes. He was used to me getting upset and worried over every little thing he did. Seeing me so unbothered threw him off.
"I am glad you are not angry," he said. He then lifted his glass and took a sip of water, trying to hide how awkward he felt. "Like I said, Sloane has just come back. She does not know many people here, and hotels are not the safest place to stay alone. I have asked her to stay here for a few days."
The whole table went quiet. The friends sitting with us looked at one another, but no one said a word.
Bringing your first love into the home you share with your wife? That was not just rude. That was trampling my dignity into the dirt.
"Holden, I don't think that is such a good idea," Sloane said, biting her lip and looking soft and helpless. "Your wife will mind. I should just stay at a hotel. I have always been afraid of the dark. I cannot sleep well alone, but I would never do anything to come between the two of you."
Holden's face hardened. He turned to me, his voice firm and demanding. "Be the bigger person," he said. "The main bedroom gets the best light. Sloane needs a good rest to get over jet lag. You can sleep in the guest room tonight. She will move out as soon as she finds a place of her own." He spoke in the kindest, most sensible tone he could manage, while doing the most unfair, ridiculous thing imaginable.
The friends all gasped. They expected me to lose my temper and storm out, just like I always had before. After all, I had picked out every material and watched over every part of building this home myself. Every piece of furniture in the main bedroom was chosen because I knew it was what Holden liked best.
I stood up and pushed my chair back. "All right," I said. I looked him straight in the eye. My voice did not shake. "The mattress in the guest room is a little firm. I will get a couple more blankets to soften it up. I changed the sheets in the main bedroom yesterday. If you do not mind, Sloane, you can sleep right in them."
Holden stared at me. He looked for any sign that I was hurt or just pretending to be fine. But I turned and walked calmly toward the stairs.
From behind me came Sloane's voice, sweet and sharp. "She is so understanding. No wonder you love her so much."
Holden did not answer. But I heard his chair scrape against the floor. His footsteps followed me up the stairs.
I walked into the main bedroom, opened the closet, and pulled out a large suitcase.
Holden leaned against the door frame and watched me fold my things. "Listen," he said as he stepped forward and wrapped his arms around my waist from behind, resting his chin on my shoulder. He smelled faintly of tobacco. "I know this is hard for you. Sloane has been through a lot of living alone all those years. I only look after her like a sister. Do not read too much into it." He reached for my ring finger... and found nothing there. "Where is your ring?"
I zipped the suitcase shut. "I took it off to wash my hands," I said. "I do not know where I put it. Maybe it has fallen down the drain."
Holden frowned and let go of me. "I will have my assistant buy you a new one tomorrow. A bigger one."
He thought a few kind words were all it would take to make me swallow every insult and stay.
"That will not be necessary," I said.
I lifted the suitcase and walked past him and out the door. I heard him sigh as I walked down the hall to the guest room.
As soon as the door was shut, I pulled out my phone, opened the message from global headquarters, and hit Confirm Start Date.