my bestie left me

Maine kabhi socha bhi nahi tha ke meri bestie mujhe chhod kar chali jayegi. Wo sirf meri dost nahi thi, wo meri behen thi, mera sukoon thi, meri poori duniya thi. Hum ne ek dusre se wada kiya tha ke chahe kuch bhi ho jaye, hum kabhi ek dusre ka saath nahi chhodenge. Hum saath haste the, saath rote the, aur apne future ke khwab saath dekhte the. Mujhe lagta tha hamari dosti hamesha rahegi. Lekin phir sab kuch badal gaya. Usay naye dost mil gaye, nayi zindagi mil gayi. Dheere dheere usne mere messages ignore karna shuru kar diye. Main ghanton uske reply ka intezar karti rehti, lekin wo dusron ke saath busy hoti. Jab maine us se pucha ke kya hua hai, to usne bas ye keh diya ke "Tum bohat sensitive ho." Us din mera dil toot gaya. Main apne kamre me akeli baith kar saari raat roti rahi. Wo larki jo kehti thi ke wo mere bina nahi reh sakti, usne mujhe itni asani se chhod diya. Mujhe laga jaise main loser hun, jaise mujhe koi nahi chahta. Lekin phir mujhe ehsaas hua. Agar wo mere bina khush reh sakti hai, to main bhi uske bina jeena seekh sakti hun. Maine apne aansu ponchhe aur mazboot banne ka faisla kiya. Uske liye nahi, apne liye. Ye meri kahani hai ke kaise maine apni bestie ko khoya aur khud ko paa liya.