My Lost Mate

I hurt his feelings

****Tess****

After inhaling the sweet scent of my mate I drifted off to sleep. I found myself in the garden again... Where I met my wolf and the moon goddess. Nora bounced around and wagged her tail like a cute happy puppy.

"Hey am not a puppy... am a grown ass wolf" Nora snapped back sounding insulted. I chuckled as she came to lie down beside me while admiring the lake in the garden.

Tess?? Nora called me. "Mmmh.." I answered her absent mindedly.

"When are you going to tell Andre about me. When do I get to speak with Milo. I feel his presence always but I can't talk to him yet... Till, the right time comes. I just feel the need to tell our mate about us and our destiny." She told me sadly.

"Wait what?? What destiny are you talking about?? You never told me about any destiny we were to fulfill.. " I asked her.

I know I didnt tell you but right now is not the time. Nora replied.

Nora and Tess... an angelic voice called us. We both turned to see Selena the moon goddess. We bowed our head to her and she nodded. Tess my dear..

I looked up to her and she continued "Everything will come to realization at the right time my child.Dont push things it will destroy you instead. Take things slow, observe, listen, and be careful. Your destiny may change if you are not careful. Most importantly Trust Nora. She knows best. Both of you together can save your pack,mate and the entire werewolves." I felt a pull and dizziness as I fell in the comfortable darkness. All I could hear In the darkness was a fading voice saying Remember remember remember member mber er...

I woke up immediately feeling nervous and pressed. I used the bathroom did my business and walked back into room. As I sat down to process what just happened and piece all the memories of my dream together. My dear mate walked in. He looked at me and asked " wow you didnt sleep for that long. Did you miss me?" I grinned and nodded my head. Damn I want to kiss that smirk off your face. Nora said in my head. Nora when did you get so horny I asked her and she chuckled.

Andre came to bed and kissed me slowly with so much love and passion which I returned back. We stayed for a while staying into each other's eyes wondering what any of us were thinking in our world.

Cupcake can I ask you a question? He asked me accessing my facial expression.

Yeah of course you can ask me whatever you want. I told him honestly.

He sighed and said "Sweetie please I dont want you to be mad at me for whatever question I may ask and I honestly dont want to bring back old memories that might make you feel ba..d.." I cut him off knowing he was going to start rambling. Shhh I placed my index finger on his soft lips which I was resisting to kiss right now and asked him with a teasing smile " Dre you haven't asked your question and your rambling already?"

Ok.... but dont take it the wrong wa..y he rambled again

Dre ask your question am all ears.. I interrupted him again.

Can you tell me anything you remember before your coma or before you became unconscious. He asked feeling nervous.

"Yeah I think so .. Am not entirely sure but what I remember that day was me cooking in the morning for some visitors..." Wow so you made that delicious fo..o....Focus Dre am not done. He nodded while I continued So I cleaned up the house and made some food. Alpha Ni..c Dont call him Alpha.. he is a nobody. I will rip him limb by.. Baby listen to me first and stop cutting in.. He huffed at me like an annoyed child while I continued " So Nick told me to stay in the basement and ...." Tess you can't tell him I took over your body.. He can't know I exist now. Nora reminded me.

And what Tess? What happened ?? Andre asked in panic. Like he expected to hear something more than what I told him.

And everything went blank. I finished. I dont remember any other thing. My mind Is kinda foggy am still trying to piece everything back together. I told him the partial truth. I can't afford to expose Nora now.

So you can't remember another thing?? Andre asked still not feeling convinced.

Yup nothing else Dre, that's all I remember. I hate lying to his face but I had to do it. Besides its not totally a lie.

Andre nodded in understanding and asked me " what about damien.. can you remember your last encounter with him"

Mmmm not really though..why ? I asked him. Then I felt Nora's uneasiness.

Well Damien was the one that beat you into coma and gave you those scars. He said with uttter hate as if recalling that day.

Well am not surprised that he finally did what he wanted. He has always threatened me I guess that day was his lucky day I shrugged it off. Feeling happy am far away from both Nick and Damien.

Andre looked at me with disbelief as he heard my statement and non chalant behaviour towards the topic Damien who beat me into coma.

Tess that f**k*** I narrowed my eyes at him when he used the F word. Am sorry Tess but that guy almost killed you. And you dont care? I mean do you know how I felt? Do you know the pain i went through when you were in the hospital? Do you know the Sweet bitter experience I went through. First I found my mate and then am losing her almost immediately. Do you know how excruciating that pain was? Why do I feel like you don't care about your life. Why do I feel like you want to die so that you can make me feel pain... No sweetie I dont want you to feel pain.. I mean... I couldn't look into his eyes anymore. I was short of words. I couldn't believe that I caused him so much pain and yet he adored me. He looked at me waiting for me to finsih what I was saying but I was speechless. When He said his last words I think I saw a tear in his eye as he stormed out of the room. I tried to stop him but my mouth just opened and closed like a fish in water.

oh my God what have I done..I asked myself