My Disabled Alpha

Leilani Today is my 18th birthday. It was the first time my dad decided to celebrate my birthday. He had never remembered my birthday before, and I didn't think he would remember that it was my eighteenth birthday. In the morning he sent me a message asking me to be at the Barnette Hotel at 18:00 pm for my Bar Mitzvah.. As a werewolf, turning 18 is a significant milestone for me because it marks the time when I will sense my mate. As I made my way to the hotel, I couldn't help but envision my dad getting me a beautiful dress, my friends secretly gathering to surprise me, and a grand celebration with balloons, cake, and everyone wishing me a happy birthday. It wasn't until I stood in front of my dad that I realized it was just my fantasy. "Dad, isn't today my 18th Bar Mitzvah? Where are the balloons? The dress? The cake? Where are my friends? " I couldn't believe what I was seeing in front of me. Dad was sitting face to face with a strange werewolf. Not only was he bald, he even looked as if he was six months pregnant. Sitting across from my dad was a strange werewolf, bald and with a protruding belly that made him look like he was six months pregnant. He wore a dirty black shirt and grinned at me from head to toe. My dad forcefully pushed me across the table towards him, his voice dripping with false politeness. "This is my daughter, Leilani," he announced. "Leilani . He is the Alpha of the Remnant Moon Pack. You need to sleep with him tonight. I don't want to see your shadow in my house." "You expect me to sleep with him tonight?" I protested, my voice trembling with a mix of disbelief and anger. "Dad, are you really going to sell me off to another pack? Is that how little you value me? Am I nothing more than a commodity?" Without warning, my dad's hand struck my cheek with a resounding slap. Pain radiated through my face, and I could almost feel the swelling forming beneath my skin. The shock of the impact left me momentarily speechless. He respectfully said to Alpha, "Honorable Alpha Bert, please help my pack. I want the Starlight Pack to be ranked in the top twenty when he becomes Alpha." My dad is the Alpha of the Star Light Pack, and Harley is my younger brother. The Star Light Pack is ranked 89th, which really can't be seen as a good pack. It's almost the weakest, most inconspicuous pack. In the future, Harley will be the Alpha of the Starlight pack. So dad sacrificed me to grow the pack? Even if I'm not his real daughter, I've been calling him "Dad" for more than ten years. Dad left the place without looking back, not leaving me an explanation. Oh my God! Unbelievable! Even if I told my friends what happened today in a joking tone, no one would believe it. They would just think it was a joke. How absurd it was that on my 18th birthday, I found myself sold by my own father to a repulsive and unfamiliar werewolf, only to be met with a painful slap across the face. "Dad, why?" I pleaded, desperately chasing after him in search of some semblance of reason. But my path was abruptly blocked by two towering, seven-foot werewolves, their intimidating presence instilling a mix of anger and fear within me. Frustration boiled inside me as I continued to curse, my voice dripping with anger and disbelief. "Leilani ? What a nice name." Alpha Bert, the grotesque figure beside me, remarked with a smile that only made me feel more nauseous and violated. I hate it when strange men get so close to me, "Stay away from me. Stupid pig! " I kept backing up, the desire to escape overcoming the fear deep inside me. I couldn't stay here. I had to find a way out. "You are a b***h! " My defiance angered Alpha. "Take this b***h to my bed and tie her up with rope." He ordered his two Beta. I fought my way out of the damn room. If I couldn't escape, it's hard to imagine the horrors I would have faced. Was I going to face a strange Alpha who looked like a stupid pig on top of me without meeting my mate? No! I thought I was going to have a wonderful bar mitzvah today, but I never expected the bald, ugly man that awaited me. I can't lose my virginity. I hope to leave it to my mate. A wonderful night with my werewolf mate is what I have been looking forward to for many years. It would be a shame not to be able to leave my virginity to my mate. In a desperate bid to escape Beta's relentless pursuit, I sprinted down the stairs with my heart pounding in my chest. Each step felt like an eternity as the adrenaline surged through my veins. If I could predict the future, then I would have regretted the decision to take the stairs. As I rounded the corner, my eyes widened in shock at the sight before me. Standing there was a towering figure of a man, his muscular frame exuding an aura of raw power. He was so red-faced and delirious that I doubt he could have distinguished between a man and a woman within two meters. But he didn't mistake me for a man. That's too bad. He forced me into the room. His pupils turned red, a symbol of the awakening of the wolf within the Alpha. He pressed right up against me, his hands gripping my waist and squeezing between my legs. "You bastard!" I bit down on his shoulder, but it did not affect him. He was desperate for s*x, and the aphrodisiac was just too strong to send an Alpha into lust, and even more so to put me in the predicament of being r***d. "Spread those legs wide open for me ." Alpha's voice was muffled, his palms hot against my thighs, making them open wider. He needed a woman at the moment, and the unlucky woman was me. Could anyone have had a worse eighteenth birthday than me? He ripped my clothes to shreds and my panties just disintegrated. The first time my private parts were touched by a man, and this man was not my Alpha. "Don't touch me, please." I felt scared and trembled as my legs prayed to the man pressed against me. "The flower between your legs must bloom for me. You are mine." He said. I don't want to be violated, tears dripping from the corners of my eyes onto the bed. He just watched me cry, reaching up my top with both hands to rip off my corset and play with my n*****s between his fingers. He violated me cleanly and the intense pain in my private parts almost made me faint. "Ahh, slower,pl..ease slower." Out of nowhere, I felt someone enter our room. The man who was f*****g me stopped moving and growled at the person, "Get out." I didn't know who it was, maybe it was someone who had come to clean up. But I didn't care. I just wanted to know when this s*x was going to end. "I'm very happy with your body." Finally, a semblance of calmness settled around me. Alpha lay peacefully beside me, his rhythmic breathing lulling me into a state of temporary tranquility. Exhausted and drained, I struggled to gather my strength, feeling the weight of the night's events weighing heavily upon me. As I reluctantly rose from the bed, I stumbled, barely managing to keep my balance. My legs felt like jelly, weakened by both physical and emotional strain. The aftermath of the encounter left me physically and mentally drained, robbing me of even the strength to raise my hand against Alpha. Putting on my clothes with great effort, I longed for escape from the confines of that wretched room. Every fiber of my being yearned for it to have been nothing more than a haunting nightmare, an illusion that would fade away with the morning light. Returning home, I found my father and younger brother sitting at the breakfast table, engrossed in their meal. I escaped to my bedroom. With determined resolve, I scrubbed my body vigorously, desperate to wash away the lingering traces of that man's scent. Yet, his voice and his presence remained etched in my mind, haunting my thoughts relentlessly. "Damn it. Stop thinking about that r****t. You should be telling me where my Alpha is," I muttered to my inner wolf, frustration and anger intertwining within me. But she wouldn't listen——my heart. I had no control over the influence she exerted over me, as she resided within the depths of my heart, shaping my emotions and desires. I was clueless about how to sense the mate that the Moon Goddess had supposedly chosen for me. What did it feel like? Such connections are typically established during the annual Moon Goddess Ceremony, scheduled to take place next week. I hoped that by then, I would have the ability to sense my destined companion. I yearned for that stroke of luck, understanding well that not everyone was blessed with a mate.