Sinful Allure

Alcohol I never really liked alcohol that much I especially hated the taste, it was so bitter. Those qualities accompanied with the burning feeling that scratched at my throat whenever the liquor went down was just really a bad combination. I suppose my bad view of alcohol came from watching my father, when ever he got drunk he was abusive and did despicable things. The feeling of being drunk was kind of scary, Having no control over your body. And doing things you’ll regret when you become sober, it scared the hell outta me. So, Rosalie, why get drunk after 18 years of abstinence? You see, alcohol is a numbing agent, it detaches you from your surroundings, thoughts and feelings. If there was anything I needed now it was that Even if it meant sacrificing not being able to walk in a straight line or form a proper statement. I sat myself down at the bar, ordering a shot, playing with my hands, an awful habit of mine. I only managed to get two shots down before my phone started buzzing relentlessly. The sound was awfully annoying, I put down the shot glass. Irritation painted heavily across my face as I ignored the calls. “Isn’t that your brother calling?” My friend Maya asked, taking a seat next to me. “He can go f**k himself” i spat out angrily, “Along with the rest of my family” I mumbled losing my balance, just two shots and I’m about to pass out. “Rosie, are you sure you wanna do this?” Her face etched with concern. I need this Maya I really do. My father has taken away every feeling of happiness I ever had, he refused me from going to college. My only connection to humanity, From being born into a mafia family. Everything sucks and hurts, I need forget everything even if it’s for one night. “Maya…I’m okay, I promise”. I struggled to speak, “Doesn’t sound like it” she fired back “Maya, let’s just dance” i encouraged dragging her to the dance floor, I started swaying my hips to the music. She followed suit but she was worried, I’m worried about myself too. Hope I don’t do anything to damaging. But she eventually gave in and we danced and drank, I was on my 4th bottle. Suddenly, I felt a pair of rough hands grab my hips, and I turned around to see some drunk college guy who smelled like cologne and booze. “Hey gorgeous” He said as his hands cupped my breasts. My eyes widened as I made a weak attempt to pull out of his grasp, I felt the bulge in his pants and using more force. I pulled out of his grasp and began to search Maya, I can’t do this I rather go home and cry. My phone began to buzz again this time with messages. “Where the f**k are you!” “I tracked your location, a nightclub seriously?I’ll f*****g kill you Rosalie” “I’m coming to get you” It was from my brother Angelo, he sounds furious but I began to smile like an i***t. He’ll get me outta here, What alcohol can do to you. On a more serious note what the hell was I thinking! Drinking and clubbing I’ve started to regret everything and I’m not even sober yet, “Maya where the f**k are you?” I cursed under my breath. Due to my poor eyesight I bumped into a tall hefty man. He wore a designer shirt with few of the button undone revealing his chest tattoo, I saw a familiar tattoo on his chest,It was a raven holding a Trident. It belonged to the Ravens a rival mafia of my father. Shit s**t s**t, it’s Raul Rodriguez “Watch it princess” his thick Spanish accent sounded, I hope he won’t recognise me. Unfortunately my shoulder blade tattoo sold me out, his demeanour changed upon seeing it. He gripped my arm harshly “Rosalie Moretti” he whispered into my ear, with an evil grin on his face. I’m f****d now. He began dragging me through the crowd with three men behind us, I screamed, protested, called for help but nobody dared look our way. He shoved me into a particular section, which was the VIP section and I saw all sorts of men. Tattoos, cigarettes, piercings, and naked girls. “Your father would be pissed if he knew I had you” he said with an evil grin on face. “please let me-“ I puked I looked like a hot garbage, I’m never setting foot in a club again. “Please…..let….me….go” I struggled to speak, he laughed in my face before returning to a cold lust filled gaze. My cheeks flushed as I looked down on my attire, I wore a tight revealing black dress, my boobs were all over the place. Stupid girl “Are you going to kill me?” I purred I was still pretty drunk, “No princess no yet, I’ll have some fun with you before I kill you” he caressed my cheeks with his thumb. I knew I was done for nobody here is going to save me. “Strip” he ordered me, “What?” I squeaked “f**k this” he muttered before tearing the arms of my dress, revealing my boobs. “Stop” I cried. He didn’t, he cupped my ass in his arms and began to kiss down my neck. He grip was too strong, I struggled and shouted “Angelo!” “Maya!” “Esteban!” “Mother!” He pushed me on the floor and watched me shiver in fear and pain, as the corner of his lips lifted forming a dangerous smile. “This is for your father” He mocked before bringing out a condom from his pocket. I had already accepted defeat. “Raul stop whatever the f**k you’re doing” a voice sounded, I was too exhausted to look up. “What? Do you want her, when I’m done you can have her” he teased, “Step away from her” the loud voice was laced with anger and disgust. “Kai…Kai…Kai remember you’re in my club, my territory. I suggest you watch your tone” he warned. “She’s just a girl, if you want to have fun you have strippers for that” Kai challenged. I just laid on the floor with my boobs out exhausted as I barely listened to their conversation. Then I heard gun clicks, I managed to stand and I saw them face to face with guns pointed at each other. “Let her go” Kai growled, I caught sight of my saviour, he was attractive, Black messy hair, beautiful skin and had a hand tattoo. Soon Raul lowered his gun in defeat and stomped way, Kai helped me up took off his shirt and covered me up. “You should be more careful” he said before disappearing into thin air, i didn’t even thank him. i made my through the crowd before seeing Angelo and Maya together with worrisome faces. “Hey guys” I walked towards them, “Are you f*****g crazy?! Where’d you go?, I arrived here 30 minutes ago, Whose shirt are you wearing?”Angelo bombarded me with questions while Maya hugged me tight as if she lost me. Which she technically did but it was only for a while. “I….umm…….Raul…..tried to….and he saved me….” I tried to form a sentence, “Raul?, s**t! This is his club, why the f**k do you always have to be stupid! Let’s go we’re trespassing”. He carried me to the car and ordered a cab for Maya, I fell asleep clinging on to the shirt of the man who saved me as we drove home. He snuck us upstairs before getting me into bed, “You can’t just pull stupid stunts like that, Raul had you, he would’ve killed you” he said with a gloomy look. I’ve never seen my brother way, he in particular has never showed me affection. Remember when I said you regret everything when you’re sober, it’s that moment. “I’m sorry” I whispered while playing with my hands "Get some rest" my brother said leaving me alone in thoughts thinking about my sexy stranger savior