I went to look for Roseline again—Yes—behind my grandpa’s back.
I can’t take being away from her. It’s been eating me day and night that I can’t have her.
She’s been distant with me. I ‘ve lost count of the number of times that she ‘d sent me to hell when I went to see her.
Who could blame her?
We treated her so badly—like an outcast. She didn’t deserve to be hurt that way.
I still can’t forget the look on her face when she found out that I was engaged to another woman.
She was hurt – disappointed that I used and betrayed her.
As if that wasn’t enough. It was with Ann.
Well…. I didn’t want to let her go. I had this illusion in my head that we can still work something out.
I thought that Roseline would somehow understand my position and take me back –that it was
