It has been almost three weeks since I have been up in heaven and like always, none of the angels came up to me, or even talked to me. It makes me miserable; and it feels that I’m still not wanted, or meant to be part of their friends, or even didn’t want me to be part of their family; even from what The Lord just said, I guess they all don’t want to be part of it, no matter what anyone would say; terrible and upsetting as always of course, including my very own (though they’re not anymore) family who doesn’t want to see, talk, or even come near me; it hurts, it really does; badly and there’s nothing I could do about it.
Beside keeping my distance and showing them that, I would never hurt my own family, or my friends or anyone around them. Frankly, it is one of those phrases “seeing believes.” In other words, they Have to see it to believe it for themselves. (Sighing unhappily) I really do wish I knew what to do, just to make this easy for all of us, letting everyone know that I’m not a bad person or Vampire in this case, and I’m doing everything in my power to make sure of that where I’ve decided to become a vegetarian (to the humans down on earth they only eat veggies and fruits) so instead of going after humans, I hunt only animals who were in pain and only in pain. I want to leave the wild ones alone so they could bring more of their offspring into the world so the little ones could take the sick or in pain to the point of dying place.
If I was an ordinary angel or even a human that became an angel after death, I know I could have had fun up in heaven; even spending a lot of time being with my human family till it was time for anyone of us to get reincarnated, to make a new life, new home with a new family to spend time together, and go to new schools, making new friends, and it’s the same thing with getting a new boyfriend, some new girlfriends, even wanting to get a new or even a same pet you had from your pass life; get to learn your culture history from that family.
You could even want to have a party or even go to one; that is if your new parents would let you first, but nope I had to be a Vampire and not gone a be able to spend time with my family, or even making any friends with any of the angels up here in heaven, so because of what I am it’s not going to happened.
Every time I walked by, two couples from each, and every direction stopped to glanced at me, then walked away quickly (sighed) I could still tell; everyone’s still doesn’t want to be near me; oh well, you can’t win them all every single time in anywhere or everywhere and that includes in heaven as well (Sighed again) it’s gone a be a miracle or even, it would take a miracle for every angel in heaven to like me, to respect me.
Doesn’t anyone remember the phrases ‘you can’t judge a book by its cover’ if they really did forget what that meant than they all really lost their memories for that one; how sad, I just wish I could find a place where I would know that I do belong and feel like I’m needed, wanted, anywhere I go.
If only I knew what the lord wanted me to do from after our conversations those three weeks ago, now I’m gone a have fun doing my guessing, and I’m going to do that in my house, or even under my tree. (Hmm, under my tree it is) I am thinking what kind of plans that he might have in store for me and the only thing I could only think of would want me to work for him, but what kind of work is the most and more important question. Hmm let us see.
Saving animals from their pain: yeah, I can defiantly do that. Listen to all the wild animals who would be calling out from the pain they’re in and I would come to help them, I did that before when I was down on the Earth; go after all the bad creatures down on earth: yeah, I can do that too, or even take down any of the bad guise who would want to hurt any of the innocent people down on earth, I know I could do that too, since I done the job already before and I wouldn’t mind to go down the Earth again to go after the bad people and rouge creatures again, I like saving lives down on earth, But of course it could be anything and I won’t be able to know till the Lord calls and lets me know; so, I would wait for whatever how long it would take till that time and day comes.
Though that would be a long wait, lucky I do have time to wait, and when that time does come I’ll be ready to face whatever Father lord has in store for me to do for him, for any one in heaven and on earth for those billions of people that has or even doesn’t have families, smiling on my face for being proud that I might be guesting right; and gone a be doing something good for once again.
I hope with all the work I’m going to be doing; this might be able to get all the angels to like me, just a little; now that would be a dream even a wish coming true and a miracle on top of it all, I just hope I’m right and not getting over my head since I am new at this, thinking, even guesting, hoping that you get it right and not wrong (smiling).
Whatever it is I’m ready and I’m going to make sure I’m not gone a make a mistake no matter what and that would be my number one goal for myself to stand by, keeping my head clear and focuses to get the job done, hopefully when it is all done every angel would be a little bit more nicer to me, even my old family.
From what I’m saying would be a big hope, wish, all of it, even a little prayer, and well, the rest would be up to Father Lord, himself; still; now walking around watching every angel kissing, holding hands while walking together, sitting at certain places that looked so romantic when you have that special someone to show it.
The beauty of the world and everything else that is or even was so lovely where you even want to cry with the tears of joy and just want to remember everything no matter what the difference places your loved one would be taking you for a romantic jester, the other couples I’m seeing were sitting under a tree spending time with each other, holding hands, even laying their heads to each other, some were even having a picnic while glancing at each other time after time, smiling together, having the fun time together, except watching romantic shows with your partner; Sorry, they don’t have that up here in Heaven, what you see is what you get, but everything else that looks romantic just takes your breath away.
Everything I am seeing with the angels it just hit me. Though I am not going to look at it very closely. I am just going to ignore it while I put it in a box and through it far away so it will not come back, I am fine living along, better even; so, I will not get hurt. As I kept walking, thinking of a way to let all these angels know I do belong here and would never hurt any of them; when I spotted movement from the corner of my eye on my right, I turned my head to that direction. That’s where I notice all the angels were forming a line and from the beginning of that line was a girl angel who was bending down with a feather pen in her hand, writing something on the white cream cloud that looked like a table with a guard behind it, and if I know Father Lord’s angels who he created a long time ago, this angel might be Raphael, I think, I would have to get a better close-up to be certain, but the rest of the angels who were in a line for whatever reason?
-I wonder what they are all doing-. I thought to myself with curiosity.
Confused I walked up to the line of all the angels to check it out for myself; when I got almost close to the line; all the angels turned their heads toward me. Then the line went a little fast; the line was long about forty angels in the line, but now the line went from medium to small. Now there were ten angels left, no make that nine, no eight, seven, six, five, four, three, two, one, and now there were none; the angels signed something then left, I watched every angel while their backs were to me still walking away.
(Sigh still feeling upset and with my eyes closed, head down, breathing in and out, in and out for a few minutes) -I’m not going to cry out of the open, I’m not going to cry out of the open- I repeated several times to myself, get myself back to calmness so I wouldn’t burst to tears, especially in front of one of the Archangels, I turned my head to the Archangel, then smiled to him, yup Raphael.
Then put my attention to the Cloud that really did looked like a table and walked up to it, The archangel didn’t say anything just standing there looking at me with confusion on his face, but all I was looking at, and it appeared to be a scroll on the table and it was in a language that I haven’t heard, or even seen before, and I should be able to read it, since I know all of the dead languages; I started think back of every one of the languages that I’ve learned, and found that this scroll was written in Latin which is saying:
‘Omnes angeli qui libet hac civitake spectarem, rogo vos omnes hoc mihi. Placer nullo casu nocere siquis amare amicis, genitoribus abero, et suos in terries. Noli amare: Sagas, Striabus, Foletti et alios fines Supernaturales noctis vel infernum Lamia includit. Gratiastibi. Profecto Pater tuus, Deus’ (In Latin. it means in English).
To all angels who would want to join this community, I am asking you all to do this for me. Please do not, under any certain circumstances fall in love to the one that would hurt our friends, family, and our love ones down on earth. Do not fall in love with: Witches, Warlocks, goblins, and any other creatures of the night, and/ or of the Underworld that also includes VAMPIRES. Thank you.
Yours truly.
Father, God
I knew I wanted to be part of this agreement so I picked up the feather pen, and signed my name on the scroll that had no other name on it.
KC Yesterman
My Original name before I was turned into an Identity Vampire; I will know and would always remember that I had put my name on this scroll no matter what.
While I walked away; the guard looked at me in surprise and disbelieved, then, what it looked like a Confuse look from his face, he just flew off. My guest to let him know what I did, well it does not
Matter, I intend to keep it that way, I do not want to be with anyone that I am not meant to be with no matter what.
I looked back and notice the guard came back with the Lord himself, the Lord glanced at the scroll, than to me, his face was also showed of shock, confuse, surprise, and what it looked like and I can’t believe it disappointed, even upset; OK now that I don’t understand, sadly I turned my head so I won’t have to look at his face, I already made my decision and I’m sticking to it; and boy I’m going to regret this, but I turned my head to looked back, and saw a glowing light, which was coming from his Lordship’s hand.
I don’t understand what he’s doing to the scroll; when he was done, he picked up the scroll then took off with it, and the guard followed him to his Castle, well at least that’s what it looked like to me anyway; few hours past and I’m glanced down from the edge of the clouds, looking at everything that’s going on down below till my named was being called.
“KC. would you come here please.” He asked me.
I am sure anyone would think that it would probably be a command or an order, but I know he was asking me to go see him and nothing else. Sigh. I got up from where I sat and I walked up to where his lordship was calling me. the place was beautiful of course and breath taking as well, all white with gold trims with lots of windows and in front of me was a big door, my guess ten feet tall and it looked like it’s the size, which appears to be half of an oval, and the color is also white with gold trims, with wonderful designs on it; wings, angels, a cross, just wonderful and beautiful at the same time.
As I Walked up to the door’ it opened for me, nice, walking in through the thresh hold. Going Down the long hallway to what it appears to be the throne room, where our lord and father is sitting on his heavenly throne, breathing in and out walking up to him; bend my knees I bowed to him and stayed bowed.
“Yes, My Lord, you called me?” I asked him, without letting him see how miserable I was (and still am) with everyone and everything that has been going on around me.
“Yes, I did KC, I have a job for you, there are fifteen girls that are here in Heaven that died too soon; ages sixteen, seventeen, and eighteen. Michael please bring the girls here, would you?” He ordered the Guard called Michael; who nodded and left to fetch the fifteen girls. With concern and surprise that I am right about this, I stand up as I glanced to his Lordship.
“What is it that you wanted me to do for these fifteen girls My Lord?” I asked him concern and confused of what he wanted from me, as I asked him, the fifteen girls showed up followed by the guard Michael; I took a few moments to look at the girls, and such lovely girls.
“I would like for you KC to go down to earth and take their places; and the reason why KC is that their families are still in great danger from the bad people and from the evil that are from the night who turned bad and would want to kill anyone they see as food to them.”
“I-I would be honored to help the girls My Lord and (glanced back to the girls for a few moments, then back to him) I would like to do something for them in return.” as I asked this to his Lordship, I heard gasping from the girls, I turned to them. Glaring at them. Saying to them to protect my reputation.
“If you think that I’ll hurt or any other such a thing like harming them, then I would be honor to say that you are defiantly wrong. (Looking back to him again) I hope to let the girls have their last time to see their families when I’m done my Lord.” After I finished I bowed to him again.
I didn’t want to believe it, but I knew that I was gone a do something for him, even work for him, it’s surprises me of how happy I was, this was it, the day that I’ll get to proof that I’m not what they all think of me, hopefully everyone would be able to treat me better than they did last couple or even a few weeks I’ve been here, I’m so happy that I’m close to tears. The Lord thought about my proposal for a while there, glancing from the girls to his guard Michael, then to me; smiling;
“I think that’s a wonderful idea. Girls would you like to see your families one last time?” he asked all of the girls that were still in the room with us. All the girls smiled, nodding their heads to his Lordship, glancing to each other still smiling and nodding to each other; happy with glee and excited to see their families one last time before they could finally be at peace, and knowing that their families would be safe till it was time to see them once again up in Heaven; Smiling to myself and being proud for helping and giving them another chance to see their families one last time, so I asked the girls their names:
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Mary McRaven: age sixteen, medium black hair, blue eyes, one hundred seventy-five pounds, and about five-foot five-inch-tall.
Rebecca McEast: age sixteen, short bleach blond hair, green eyes, one hundred sixty-five pounds, and about five-foot six-inch-tall.
Stephanie Westton: age seventeen, medium blond hair, blue eyes one hundred seventy-five pounds, and about five-foot five inches tall.
Sally Johnson: age seventeen, long strawberry blond hair, brown eyes, one hundred ninety-five pounds, and about five-foot seven-inch-tall.
Sandy Zebstons: age eighteen, short red hair, golden-brown eyes, one hundred eighty-five pounds, and about five-foot six-inch-tall.
Sara Lorestons: age eighteen, short brown hair, green eyes, one hundred eighty pounds, and about five-foot eight-inch-tall.
Alexandra McRose: age sixteen, curly long brown hair, brown eyes, one hundred eighty pounds, and about five-foot tall.
Cara McCain: age seventeen, curly long blond hair, green eyes, one hundred seventy-nine pounds, and about five-foot one-inch-tall.
Hanna Wolfton: age eighteen, long curly brown with blond streaks of a hair, Green eyes, one hundred seventy-eight pounds, and about five-foot nine- inch- tall.
Carissa McJohns: age sixteen, long blond hair, light blue eyes, one hundred seventy-nine pounds and about five-foot seven-inch-tall.
Chelsalina Jacksons: age seventeen, long blond hair, light blue eyes, one hundred seventy- nine pounds, and about five- foot six-inch-tall.
Karrie Claws: age eighteen, orange- red hair, blue-green eyes, one hundred seventy- two pounds, and about five-foot two-inch-tall.
Catherin McKnight: age eighteen, short red hair, green eyes, one hundred seventy- five pounds, and about five-foot eight-inch-tall.
Ashley Feverston: age seventeen, med brown-blond hair, golden-brown eyes, one hundred sixty-eight pounds, and about five-foot four inches tall, and the last one.
Ellen-belle McFlower: age sixteen, med red-brown hair, blue-green eyes, one hundred seventy-four pounds, and about five-foot six-inch-tall.
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“Ok then. Cara I’ll go help and protect your family first in California, then Catherin, and later Hanna next.” I said; letting the first three girls know. I know this is going to be the perfect day and this is the one where hopefully everyone here in heaven would be nicer to me, I hope.
“Ok KC and please, please don’t hurt my father, and my brother.” Cara begged while asked me.
I shocked my head to her; letting her know that I would never do such a thing to her family or any of the girl’s families; heading out of the castle through the big doors, heading out from the gates of heaven, heading to California to do my first job helping Cara protecting her family.
*****
“Here, He’s over Here! Let’s get the jerk-wad so we could have some more fun out of him, what do you say Fellas”
“I say (Smiling to his Leader) let’s go for it till the big day comes where we’ll eliminate him while putting him on YouTube. That way everyone would see even know that there are such things of these sons of bitches out there.” Matt Suggested.
(The others laughed at that) “Yeah I like that idea, glancing at the monster on the ground still unconscious; glad we found you our monster friend, you don’t want to miss the party.” Sam Smiled in a evilly way all four Picks up the unconscious man and heading back to the house where they could continue with their game.
Few hours later. . .
“AHHH; AHHHHH.”
“you could scream all you want; no ones’ gone a hear you from out here in the woods (laughing evil way) you deserve everything that I’m gone a give you, every torcher and no one would be able to hear you scream, shout, all of it; now let’s keep going till we reach the great grand finally shell we.” bring out a fire pick from the fire place to his victim.
(The victim was breathing heavenly)
“AHHHH; AHHHHH.” Shouting aloud while the pick was burning his flesh where his rib cage from on his left side. Everywhere on his body was hurting, the cuts which are still bleeding not yet healed, the Burns which are still sizzling; making him weaker and weaker by the minute; The prisoner kept praying, hoping for someone to help and find him so he could get out of this nightmare.
The Prisoner even hoped that this torcher was a nightmare and hoped he would wake up soon, but sadly, it was not, he knows it is all too real and there is nothing he could do about it. The more they torcher him the weaker he got.
Every Scream and shouting still going on from inside of a cabin in the middle of the woods. Every animal woke up from their slumber, trying to figure out where the noise was coming from, and if they should be worried. The noise kept going on and on where it made every animal getting up from there resting place than started running, getting away from the noise that sound to them like danger.
“Yes, scream, scream all you want, makes it even more fun for me to keep torching you till that time comes. Monster.” Giving his prisoner an evil smirk and a chuckled all together while still torching him with every weapon that would be painful for the prisoner.
“AHHHHH, NOOO- AHHHHHHH.” The prisoner shouted.
The more and more the prisoner screamed the more tired and helpless he’s becomes, believing and thinking to himself that no one would come for him, no one would save him thinking it over and over in his head that no one would get him away from this nightmare.
-No, I must believe that someone would come and save me from this; I should hold on, find a way to plan, to get my revenge till that someone comes and saves me from all of this, I must- the prisoner thought to himself then blacked out.
*****
It wasn’t that hard to get to death valley national park from California and finding the place which happened to be several miles away from where Cara did live yet for her family, well they are still living in it, course you would think that once you lost someone you would want to move and make a fresh start even though everyone knows that if moving to another place the memories would never ever go away, but you would want to move to a different place, town, country, or even to another state if you don’t want anyone to come after you with the same that did with your love ones.
I felt sorry for these people- (except for the ones that are ok with or even like the heat)- they have that’s going on from around the after -noon, all the way to the evening, lucky for me it’s nine- thirty pm at night since I could hear and even see everything that’s going on all around me. The place is not that bad for a two-story white house with yellow trims on it, good lawn, and everything else that the property has.
Lucky for me, Cara has the woods that are about thirty feet away from her old home, as I walked up to the property, I felt someone else that was in trouble, but that someone would just gone a have to wait. I don’t want to dill with it, with the problem that someone else has; I’m sure that person would show up either sooner or later, then of course I’m hoping the later part and not the sooner, but helping someone else out even though I’m gone a have no choice was one think about me especially with or even from the begging, but I know that I must just not right now. After knocking at the door, I waited for ten seconds, when the ten seconds were up I was about to knock on the door again, when the door opened with a man who was just woken up from sleep from my knocking at the door looked at me in a surprise, terrified, even shocked on his face; like he just seen a ghost (I changed everything from my head to my foot so where I would look like his daughter).
“Hey father, can I come in?” I asked him
“Uh, yeah sure come on in Cara.” Mr. McCain said
As I walked in through the thresh hold from the house I felt that he was still shocked and confuse from his aura, and I knew this would not do; I smiled to Cara’s father, walked up to him, putting my hand on his shoulder, and made him forget from what had happened to his daughter and be happy that she’s here home safe and sound until my work was done then my spell would wear off.
“I’m gone a go check on little Mickey ok?” letting him know, walked up the stairs at the same time Cara’s father was about to say something, then walked up to the door, opened the door, then went inside. Another thing about me that was different to other vampires, if I’m invited to a house, I’m invited to their rooms at will; Cara’s brother Mickey McCain was sleeping soundly and with him was a stuff bear, he was cuddling too it.