I catch my breath for a second and take stock. My anklet is still on and my bag is still by the door. assuming the light is aligned to the sun outside, I’d guess it’s close to 5 am. Was that real? I decide to go for another swim and float around to clear my head. To my surprise the water is a little cooler - perfect since I woke up sweaty . I feel more calm and grounded by the time the sun is up. I get out and dry off , putting my hair back up in the towel. I retrieve my bag and throw on some leggings and a v neck tshirt, assuming I’ll need to be able to move for training. I pick up the nightgown flashing to the feeling of Travis dragging it across my skin. I flush. I roll it up gently and put it in my bag. I notice something is shining in my bag. The purse my Mom packed. I hold

