The next day I went about my meditation and training alone. I still made progress but it really wasn’t the same.
By class I was so excited to see him it was hard to pay attention.
*This is going to harder than I thought* I say to Ruby looking for her input.
*Maybe we could see Travis this week if Xander’s going to be busy,* she suggests.
Not a bad idea though I’m sure Xander would hate the idea of me going off school grounds alone.
*Maybe. Things have been really good with Xander I don’t know that it’s the best idea to sneak off to see another guy right now.* I reply honestly.
*Makes sense. I just miss him.* she replies quietly.
I know the feeling. It feels like there’s just something missing in my life by not having him around.
I was disappointed to see that Xander was at
