Breed by Alpha Jaxton

Chapter 40

I was wary at first because it was his friends that bullied me but he walked a safe distance from me and I slowly started trusting him. Whenever he was with me no one came to disturb me.

For the whole time when he was with me we will talk about anything and everything. I know he loves watching old movies on the black and white tv because it gives him the whole experience and I know he loves hunting with his dad because he likes being with his old man but he doesn’t like watching the life drain of the animals when he catches them so he avert his eyes. I know the whole school respects him because of his dad but he feels undeserving of all of that and he thinks he has to earn it first, I know things about him that no one knows and he knows me so well. Whenever I get my monthly flow he is always there waiting with a tub of my favorite ice-cream and some old movies mainly for his pleasure but I don’t mind. He takes me out on walks just to clear our heads and let the good thoughts flow as he says, our spot is the pond and we celebrate our friendship anniversary every 7th of April.

I don’t deserve to be asked to let go of our love just because my sister fancies him all of a sudden. It reminds me of this time where dad went out of town on one of his peace keeping tours with the other enforcers and came back with gifts for us all. He bought mama these really cool vintage boots, a lovely hand weaved scarf and a pink cashmere sweater. He got us candies and also for Jenny he got her this doll she wanted and for me he got the limited edition of this book I was into at the time. I was so happy and I cried in thanks because I was excited to add it to my growing collection of signed limited edition books. Jenny cried all night into the next morning that she didn’t want her doll anymore and that she wanted a book. Obviously it was because I got one and she didn’t but it was okay to me. Dad begged me to let her have my book even for a little while. She was so snug and she had it but soon since she wasn’t really interested in it to begin with she threw it aside and ended up playing with her dolls. This has happened many times where she wants something that I have and I have to end up compromising because dad doesn’t want her to be upset and mum will make me feel like I should understand her and let her have her own way.

I am not backing down this time without a fight. I deserve to have something for myself too and since no one is fighting my battles for me I am going to have to fight them for myself. Jenny is my sister and I love her but this time she has gone too damn far.