I think coming here was a really bad idea.
For starters I feel over dressed. a lot of guys are just wearing jeans and shorts. I mean some girlies are wearing dresses but I still feel over dressed. I shouldn’t have made her convince me to come here. What am I even doing here with everyone watching me and just judging me.
This is the first time I am coming for a party like this.
Well not the first time but the first time doesn’t count to me. I was not invited but I showed up anyways because everyone in the school were going for the party and I regretted it because I ended up looking like a fool. I was humiliated.
It started from the door.
The guy at the door didn’t want to let me in. Said I wasn’t invited. Then luckily for me Jeremy showed up and because he is the alpha’s son they let me go in grudgingly. But Jeremy called pulled away by the guys on his team and that’s when everything went sideways. First someone pushed me and I bumped into this girl that was made that I pushed her and she dumped her drink on my hair. Another girl started to scream at me that I wanted to infect her fiend with my curse and she also sloshed her drink on my chest ruining my white tee with the red of her punch drink.
They started to chant that I leave and even Jeremy could not save me from the mob.
He drove me home and that was the last time I ever went for a party again. It made me see that they hated me more than the school setting. They hated me in real life too. The school walls can make you feel like you’re in a different world where you are sheltered and it is just a different world with different rules and i am here thinking the truth is that I hate my school, I hate my classmates they make me want to kill all of them with my bare hands for being so mean to me when I never did a thing to hurt any of them.
That day I couldn’t hold back the tears that fell from my face when I got inside the room. I couldn’t even lie to my mum when she saw me come inside with my hair all wet and my shirt stained. I could not tell her anything. Even my sister could not come to my rescue because she was busy getting her face sucked off in one of the rooms that coming outside to protect her kid sister.
Now being in this same place with her kinda feels different. I don’t know why but people respect her and a lot of girls either want to be her or look up to her. They want to be her friend but she keeps the crew small and tight. I feel it is because she can only control so many people actively. She calls shots and people actually obey. The guys here wanna bang her so and so they can boast about it and feel on top of the world. They do whatever she says.
Why won’t they? Other than the fact that she is stunning with long Legs that go on for miles, the perfect slim lithe body and cornflower blue eyes that all she has to do is bat her eyelashes and you are falling over yourself to do her bidding she is very good with words. I have witnessed her get out of trouble with teachers because she just said the right things and they just let her off the hook.
She has a sweet tongue and it could be very vile too. Also witnessed her cut people down to size with just a quick word.
Truly a gift if you ask me.