Breed by Alpha Jaxton

Chapter 63

what does she want? I dont want to talk to her or see her ever again. Please make her go away. I tell the man that is standing beside me.

okay little one. I am going to make her go away. he says and says something to his men that area standing in the trees.

come with me.he says as he stretches his hand to me and carries me off the ground.

My eyes lift to his face and the first thought that goes through my head is that he has gorgeous eyes. They look like burning sapphires. Blue and green swirled together to make the most perfect jade color. i have never seen such pretty eyes on anyone before. Truly stunning indeed. What is he doing?

Before I register what is going on he has led me to the car and has bundled me inside.

what.? Where are we going? I ask the man.

my pack. he says looking at me.

what? I ask shocked.

i dont want to go to your pack. I dont know you and I cant just leave like that? You cant make me. I tell him still in shock that he will even suggest leaving my pack with him to his pack when I dont even know who he is and what he wants from me.

what do you want from me? I ask him again feeling panic course through my body as the car moves on ahead and soon we are outside the territory of my pack and moving quickly in the direction of his.

i dont want anything from you little one. he says pressing away on his phone as his driver takes us down the pathway.

then why does this feel like I am being kidn*pped. I ask him loosing my mind but at the same time I dont have the energy in me to shout, scream or fight him.

what do you think Is waiting for you back home? he asks and I pause to think.

we both know that you cant stay there and you have no where to go thus I am doing you a favor by letting you crash in our pack for as long as you need.. considering how you didnt have anywhere to go to. he says reasonably.

well thank you. I tell him with gratitude and I really mean it. For a minute I just pause and look out the window. He is not wrong. I have nothing waiting for my back there just more heartache and pain when I see my mate and my sister together, holding hands, kissing and eventually when they start having children. I am going to lose my mind and I dont want to subject myself to all of that. I know my grandparents but at the same time I dont know them. The only time I have seen them was when I was a little girl and never again so they might as well be strangers to me and being rational I need to get some time to regroup and get myself back and then I can move from this new pack and go and see them.

thank you for helping me and I apprcaite but I just need some time to regroup and shower and I am going to be out of your hair. I tell him.

He doesnt reply me thats fine I cant stay with them forever and even when I dont know why he is so nice to me right now I dont want to take advantage of that kindness and overstay my welcome so Im going to move away from his pack when I can function again and when my heart doesnt ache like I am being stabbed over and over again. I can barely feel my wolf now. She was whimpering and crying before but she isnt anymore and I want to just reach within and pet her, make her know that her human is strong and we are going to get through this and nothing is going to hold us back. No matter how hard it is to survive without a mate we are going to make it work. I swear it by the goddess herself. I can do this. I have never felt so alone and helpless and in this moment I know that I am going to do all I can never to feel this helpless and alone again. In this world I need to be able to survive with or without the help of my wolf, to be able to protect us both from anyone that will try to hurt or harm us and I am sure we can do it. I dont know what fate has in store for us and I hope It is something good. I need a stroke of good fortune.

The journey is long and fast. The cars are of the latest models. We are wolves and we stay away from majority of the human population but that doesnt make us savages. many wolves like luxury and living in grand fashion. Now some packs have tall mighty buildings and vast space that they convert into swimming centers and bowling allies to keep the young wolves busy and entertained, some are updated with the latest technology and accessories and this pack has cars and I can bet my right tit that they have high powered weapons in this car. It is not abnormal for wolf packs to have all these.

As I start to nod off I remember the priests vision and stories. He said during one of his sessions that I dont have a wolf and shes dormant and I am never going to be a full wolf because I have the curse of the moon on me and nothing is going to change that. But when Jeremy was about to reject me when I was sniffing out for my mate I felt her. She is inside of me and they were wrong which makes me wonder what else they could have been wrong about with all their made up tales and their lies. That means he would have been lying to the whole pack this whole time but why? To what end?

But I now I dont think she will ever want to come back out again. She is hurting and angry. She has taken several seats back and I know it will take a whole lot to get her to reveal herself again. She is the one I want to comfort right but since the best I can do is offer her comforting words and hope she heals for both our sakes because if we are to make our ourney to the east we are going to need each other to be at out strongest and most agile because whehn you are a female lone wolf traveling or wandering together you become easy prey for the picking and again you will be labeled a rouge so any pack can take you out with no repercausion at all.

you can sleep if you want to and when we arrive I am just going to wake you up. he tells me.

I look at him and find his eyes on me. This is the first time he has looked at me since we got inside the car. What the f**k.

thanks. I tell him because the truth is I am so damn exhausted and I feel like I am going to drop into a dead faint anytime. I look outside as we drive away. There is a satisfaction of me leaving the pack. Mama and papa would have gone home expecting me to show up because I have no where else to go and I would have had to face them and goddess knows I Cant do that right now so yay for me. This going to a new pack is going to be good for my mental health. Not seeing any of my bullies anymore is a big relief I dont have to deal with the mental and emotional torture anymore and now I can focus on healing.

have you found your mate? I ask the Alpha sitting beside me as sleep starts to drag me into her dark comforting arms.

He doesnt answer for a long time and I start to think he didnt hear me.

I thought I did once. he whispers back at me. I am just about to be lulled and my eyes start to droop close but I want to ask questions like what does he mean he thought he did...i mean you either find them or you dont right? I want to ask him how he healed and got over it. That does the pain ever just stop. Does it go away? I want to ask all these questions but I dont even have the strenght to speka so I keep it in my head for later as I close my eyes and fall into the much needed rest.