He is not a child anymore but an adult responsible to make his own decisions. He can’t tell me that he was threatened. He made his choice and he is going to live with it.
Throwing the phone onto The bed I make a mental note to tell the Alpha that I need spare charger because my battery is running down. But at the same thing it’s not like I have anybody that I’m talking to online.
Anyways good Riddance.
As I grab my clothes and start to pull off my towel I hear a knock on the door before it is opened and there stands the alpha. We both pause and just stare at each other. There is me standing there naked except for the towel that is wrapped around my body and stops at the top of my thighs.
We just freeze. He is staring at me and I am staring at him in shock.
That’s till he starts talking. No man has ever seen me this naked before.
“Sorry, I didn’t know you were not dressed yet. Maggie told me she dropped these off thirty minutes ago.” He explains as he enters into the room and shuts the door behind him.
“Yeah. About that.....” I look sheepish as I look down to the ground and back at his face.
I spent extra time in there crying but he doesn’t need to know that.
“I took some minutes washing my hair and taking the gunk out of my fingers.” I tell him. I genuinely had dirt that was stuck between my nails from all the pulling of the earth i did.
“That’s okay. Hope you like the room?” He asks.
“Yes I do. It is so nice, pretty and neat.” I tell him because it really is all those things.
There are a lot of pillows on the bed.
The curtains are thin enough to let the fresh air inside and thick enough to abate insects and the sun if it gets too hot. The color of the room is soothing. I like it. And lastly the bed is comfy. So comfy all I want to do is sleep now.
“Okay. That’s nice. Dinner is not really yet it will soon be so I’m going to send Maggie up to you.” He says .
“Thank you so much.” I tell him.
He just stands there and looks at me and I think he wants to ask me questions but he is thinking about it but he is not asking any too.
He looks so good in the light.
“Thank you.” I tell him.
“For what?” He asks raising his eyebrows.
“For rescuing me. You might now know it but you saved me. I don’t know what I would have done if you hadn’t helped me and brought me here. I really appreciate it.” I tell him.
he just stares at me for a while and nods his head.
“You’re welcome.”
He is extremely good looking. I mean drop dead gorgeous. His dark hair frames his face. It is not too long neither is it too short. It falls down in waves and he has brushed a bit of it backwards and out of his face. He has full lips especially his lower lip. It is full and pouty makes me think of how nice it will be to kiss him and if it is going to taste as good as it looks.
He moves to the door and looks back at me one more time and nods before he slips out the door.
I collapse on the bed and berate myself. Once minute in his presence I am already panting after him like a stupid hoe. He is hot with his thick muscles and broad shoulders but that doesn’t mean I want to fall into his arms like a helpless dame. But my word is he hot. Jeremy pales in comparison. When Jeremy is cute and soft Alpha Jaxton is all rough edges and so soft. His jawline alone can cut paper and he has this high cheek bones that gives him an exotic look all in all he is stunning and attractive too. There’s no way he can even be interested in me, one I am sure he has a lot of ladies after him at the time I know I am not the beauty standard. I am overweight and I don’t work out, lastly I looked like a drenched rat with my wet hair falling everywhere. I need to focus on other things instead.
The plan is to stay for as long as necessary and move on to the next place I’m going to be which is not back home or even here. I need to focus on my goals and that starts with changing into my clothes. I try on the shorts but they are too big for me but Thankfully the shirt is big enough to cover my body down to just below the top of my thighs. It feels good to be clean again. So with that I lay down on the bed and scroll through my phone quickly. Just checking messages and ignoring all of them because they are from people I don’t used to talk to all of a sudden reaching out to me and expressing their sympathies. A little too late now.
I ignore friend requests and reply another message from my Mum.
“I need to make sure you are safe. You have me and your dad really worried.” The text reads and I hit reply.
“I told you that I’m safe and you don’t need to worry about me. I am okay.” I reply again.
She hits call.
I want to ignore the call but if I don’t she’s only going to keep texting me and texting me which I want her to quit for heavens sake.
I hit pick.
“Hey baby, we are so worried about you, we searched the whole town and you were gone. Where are you!?” She asks.
“It is none of your business where I am.” I tell her abruptly halting her questions.
“What do you mean it is not my business where you are. I am still your mother and you talk to me with respect.” She says angrily.
“Or what? You are not my mother anymore. Please stop texting me or calling me. I am an adult now and I don’t need you breathing down my neck and reminding me about what a terrible mother you are.” I tell her.
“You are being unreasonable. I thought I explained why what happened had to happen? It is the right thing to do and you will get over him. Don’t let your anger make you do something you will regret.” She cautions me.
“I don’t need you advice. I won’t ever need it. You didn’t just hurt my feelings you are actually defending your stupid decisions to me, your daughter who you hurt!!! You convinced me that toy loved us equally but all could see was my mother sacrificing my happiness for me that of her precious baby girl. Thanks but no thanks I am joy coming back to that house and that’s final.” I tell her.
“I think you should sit down and cool off. You sound so immature thinking about only yourself. You need to stop being selfish and think about what is good for the whole family and not just about yourself all the damn time.” She growls.
“I won’t tell you again not to text me or call me. I am just going to block this number and any other number you use to call me. I can’t deal with you guys. Bye.” I tell her as I hang up the call. I am really upset now. How can you possibly think I am not going to be upset and I should think about the good of the family. Why am I surprised? They never tell themselves the truth but since they want to always remain blinded by their golden child I am going to stay far away from that toxicity. It is not good for me anyways. Again i say a prayer of thanks to the goddess for letting the Alpha be invited on that day. If he hadn’t been invited then he wouldn’t have seen me and picked me up, bringing me here where I would be safe away.
I am feeling so sleepy after that hot shower and the clean clothes. I paddle to the bathroom and look around till I find what I am looking for, a new tooth brush. I pick up and brush my teeth with it. Once I am done I put my hair in a bun so it can dry out then I paddle back to the room to get some shut eye. I am still feeling extremely exhausted. I slept in the car during the ride here but it wasn’t enough. I gather the blanket, wrap it around my body and fall into a deep sleep.