BREA POV
It was funny. I didn't even get to kill one person and yet, I was at a f*****g crossroads. I watched, my heart rate beating past the point of normalcy, as Nicolai's threatening physique filled up half of the wide open door. He was alone. But could I take him down? It was a huge No. I knew that and he knew it too.
The look on his face is unreadable. It was always hard to know what went on in his head. He was so aloof, so mysterious, and so f*****g perfect, it was hard to ruffle him.
His gaze darted to the gun that I still had in my hand, the nuzzle pointing straight in his direction, but I knew I was out of bullets.
He c****d his head. "What were my orders?"
Orders. Did he give me any orders? I'd been in so much pain, I doubted I'd have remembered even if he did.
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