NICOLAI POV.
Everything was freaking slipping out of my control and it made my chest tight with apprehension.
I teetered on the edge, the image of Brea on her knees replaying in my mind over and over again.
I always planned everything to a T, but with Brea, every plan just went out of the window, and all I did whenever we were in the same space just happened. I should have known that it was going to be like that after the first time I kissed her.
She was beautiful, but it wasn't just that. It was the way she stared at me, the way she really looked at me. No one had ever held my gaze the way she did, and it made my heart beat funny in my chest. Did she see me? It was absurd the effect she had on me when she wasn't supposed to matter.
Brea had an innocent aura about her that called t
