Longing
1028 Words
“The earth was a young planet Yahweh had brought into existence; excited he wanted it to flourish with life and purpose, so we created humans in the likeness of the Grigori, the race of angels in heaven that inhabit the fifth heaven.”
“Interesting, so there are diverse groups or races of angels. Does that mean there are other species of beings in existence on other planets?”
“Yes, they are what you would call aliens. There are several other planets we went on to create and fill with unique and diverse life forms,”
“Tell me more about your war against God and your rebelling because of his plans for your son.”
“Yes, he wanted to offer my son to humanity as a savior for their going astray and Eve eating the fruit of knowledge under the direction of the serpent” “Wait, so you weren’t the serpent that led humanity astray?”
“No, I am not; why would I do that? why would I want to ruin beings that I helped create,”
She poured more wine for herself and stood by the fireplace.
“But the bible makes it seem as though you were the serpent. So, the serpent was acting of its own will?”
“Yes, why it did that, I do not know, some speculate that the serpent was Lilith. A demoness who was Adam’s first wife before Eve. Many think it was vengeance for being tossed aside by Adam and replaced with Eve. But I had nothing to do with that. Humans misunderstood the entire story, and the blame was passed on to me. I understand that I was now the embodiment of evil and the personification of sin. It only makes sense that I would be the serpent that tricked Eve and caused her to commit the original sin against God, plunging humanity into darkness.”
“Wow, I see a pattern here, so the female angels were or are oppressed by God and his male angels the way the women of the earth think they are by their men?”
“Think? We don’t think we are oppressed like your women; we are oppressed humans.”
“From what you have told me so far and what I gather, you were in a toxic relationship with God,” said Nicholas.
“I guess you can say that, but it wasn’t always bad; I remember a time when we were young and happy; it is kind of like your mother and father,” said Luci looking at him.
“My mother and father? what do you know about my parents?”
“I know your father was an abusive drunk who used your mother as an emotional and physical punching bag. Someone else was always to blame for his mistakes, which was why you grew up to become the man that you are. Unable to form connections with women, always a player never settled, you never saw what love truly was. So, you treat women like disposable objects whose existence is just for your s****l and emotional gratification,”
Nicholas looked at her intensely, baffled at what she had just said.
“My apologies, I can see this revelation hurts you; it was not my intention,”
“It’s ok, go on, you were telling me about your romantic relationship with God,”
“That will be all for today Nicholas, I think you should go home and rest. We will continue tomorrow evening,”
“Ok then, goodnight,” said Nicholas as he closed the laptop and kept it on the couch and got up, and left the room; Asmodeus drove him home.
***
It was 2 pm the next day, and Nicholas was working on an article for a blogger who had paid him. His phone began ringing, and it was Nicole, one of his lovers. He had forgotten they were scheduled to meet up. He wanted to call her to cancel, but then his doorbell rang, he got up and opened the door, and she was standing outside.
“Hi, handsome, I brought lunch.”
Nicole kissed him and came in before he could say anything.
“What are you doing?”
“Just writing and finishing an article for someone,”
“Oh cool, what are you writing about?”
“The gender tension between the men and women in America,”
“Tension between the sexes? What is this, the 60s? Men and women have never been more united; I mean, look at us,”
Nicole winked and smiled at him.
“Yeah? The feminists beg to differ, love.”
“I’m going to take a shower; come join me?”
“Go ahead, I am right behind you,” said Nicholas as he kept on typing. After a while, she came out of the bathroom wrapped in a towel.
“Nick comes here; what are you still doing?”
“I am sorry, love, I just really need to finish this article,”
His phone began to ring.
“Forget about sexism and gender wars. I need your attention,”
She kissed his neck.
Nicole was a beautiful brunette with blue eyes from new jersey; they met at a bar two months ago and started hanging out. They were not in a committed relationship, but Nicole had grown to care for Nicholas. He had not offered her a commitment yet because he was not ready to give up his desire to pursue other women he was attracted to whenever he wanted. His phone began ringing; it was Miranda.
“Hello, Mira, what’s up?”
“You are dating the devil, and did not tell me? I thought we were close, Nick,”
“No, I am not, and I was going to tell you, but I have been occupied this entire week, and I am currently occupied,”
He looked at Nicole, who lay naked on his bed staring at him.
“I promise I will make time soon, and we can hang out and talk.”
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