Her Secret Desires

Bond

Nel's pov

West and Kil took me to bed, laying next to me, while Kil stroked my hair while West played with my hands until we fell asleep.

(End of Flashback)

I was sweating everywhere from my run when Aubrey walked in “really bi**h? You are not serious? It's one thing to stay healthy, but you don’t need to lose weight!!” she said. Aubrey changed her hair color from sky blue to now midnight blue. I suits her with her hair now reaching her chest

“I hear you, Bri, but I am so tired of the

constant hounding, s****l attempts, and assaults. like I belong to these weirdos” I said while taking out some clothes “and you think getting a tighter, firmer a** is going to keep the horn dogs away?

I laughed as I took off my clothes and put them into the laundry. I had on my black wireless sports bra and black thong, taking out fresh clothes to put on after my shower.

We had to work at the diner today. I had taken off yesterday for mom and dad’s anniversary. I needed to go in and get my mind off it all. Especially after this morning. I ran back home as fast as I could. My body was sore, and clothes were soaked with sweat.

I couldn’t wait for the hot water to beat down on my aching muscles.Thats when I noticed it had gotten quiet in the room, which was so not Bri. I turned around and saw her looking at me completely lost in

thought. I wonder what was on her mind.

She looked nervous. I did change some from high school. I had gotten serious with exercising, I wasn’t muscular, but there was no hiding the assets, and I did have

soft abs now, too.

As she stared at me, there was a hint of something in her ocean blue eyes. Heat? She licked her lips as she took a step towards me. “Nel..” she said. “Now what do we have here?” Aubrey and I both jumped,

completely startled when we heard a husky voice. "Can I join you.” he said

Silas was leaning on the door frame of my room with his arms folded. His eyes intensely on me. His eyes began to roam my body. Everywhere his eyes went, my body began to warm up.

My breathing picked up as he pushed off the door, with his hands in the pocket of

his sleek armani suit as he began walking to me. “Take off your bra” he said as he took his time coming. I felt like a prey ready to be

devoured.

His large height slowly towered over my small frame. He was watching my every move and reaction. My face turned red!

What! What was he planning? Aubrey was standing behind me!

“b.but Bri is in here, I can’t just-” I started to say, but it was short lived “now, Nelly” he said in the most sexiest commanding voice.

He was always like this. Silas knew how to stack his claim in front of the others and…I love it. But this was on a new level. I also didn’t understand why with Bri. I mean, it was Bri.

I pulled off my bra, my breast spilling out of it. My n*****s were hard like pebbles as the air touched them. My breathing picked up, and excitement took over, heat coursing through my body. What was wrong with me?!

Why was I getting turned on about the thought of getting f**ked in front of my best friend? Or… was it the humiliation I liked? “Take off your panties” he said

“S-Si” I began to stutter… a second past, and I put my thumbs inside the string of my black panties and pulled them down. My face was so red.

He paused, observing my expressions still. “Do you want me to f**k you now?” Silas said “do you want her to see you get f**ked from behind?” Did I want her to see me, or is it that I loved the fact that Silas took control of me.

There was a lot I didn't know about myself. like this, I didn’t even know I had desires like this, or was it being Silas’s submissive that I loved. It was a sad and delicious fact that I was ruined by him.

“Get in the shower I’ll be there in a moment Nelly” he said. I looked at him, confused, frustrated, and disappointed. “But I thought-” I started. We just stopped before it got good. “Do you want to be spanking, Nelly?” he said with a stern look.

I stopped talking immediately and went into the bathroom. I’ve had plenty of Silas’s

punishment, and although pleasurable, it was torture.

Which West and Kil’s teases me relentlessly about. Turning on the water, I hung my towel and went in the shower. The water was nice and hot.I began to wash my hair and scrubbed my whole body.

I thought about what had just happened in my room. There was no denying my

relationship with Aubrey, West, and Kil had changed so much.

Something was happening, and our friendships are now more intense. It feels like an elephant is in the room whenever we're together, and I was the only one out of the

loop.

Together, the room grew hotter. I could feel each person's body heat, and I felt more aware of the subtleties of their muscles under their clothes. I wound up… aroused by it.

Silas and I have been open about our relationship around everyone. Our steamy makeout sessions weren’t hidden and were often in display. I caught West staring at me one time.

We were watching a movie, just the three of us. Silas started playing with my nibble under my shirt and kissing my neck behind my ear. Right at my sweet spot, it caused me to let out a soft moan.

Unfortunately, West never cares to show a little PDA with his partners in front of us either. It made me want to gag, but that wasn't fair of me, so I accepted it.

I just didn’t understand why them watching me would get me so hot. Kil was no different, I was having one of my ‘naughty days’ as Silas calls them. I video called him while I was pleasuring myself.

Right when I was about to orgasm I looked down, and I saw Kil holding his hard c**k through his pants. I was shocked, and yet I had such a hard quivering orgasm that lasted so long, as I kept my eyes on his.

I don’t know why he was standing there, but now things have changed.